It's nearly JULY already??

Well well...cookie time. :)

Wow...time really flies when you're in a daze.

Well, shit happened for the past 2 months. Of course there were also pretty sweet moments.

Well, I'll just start with what happened in April.

April was a blurr...we were supposed to buck up because the March intake students are in and they are ready to compete against us January intake students and squash our heads...(haven't succeeded so far) So then, I had a bad April. Everything went wrong. I was a woman with no love, no time, no money, nothing. It was a depressing month where I cried for so many nights not only because I fought with my parents, my brother, and most of all...my sister. Oh yea...the freaking bit*h is back from England.. -___-

I do not have a good relationship with my sister and I suppose it was also caused by the fact that we are all stressed out by the wedding that we all were not in the mood for anything that is labelled "HAPPY"... I failed my driving test...and I was quite upset, not because I failed, but because I had to take lessons again. So damn stressful... Addition to that, I had to take my tests right after my brother's wedding... RIGHT AFTER... can you imagine what it was like to be sandwiched by tons of stress???? It is horrible...I experienced it...so I'm telling you now...IT'S HORRIBLE.

I didn't like April at all....April was a bad month...and I knew May was going to be worst... Why?? Because it is always like that every year...I had labelled May as my worst month of the year...and sure enough... May was the worst month...

I was stressed out as my exams were near and even more stressed out as the wedding too, came near. I was so tired as my relatives start pouring in from Australia and England. I have no time for myself as I was required to entertain them quite often.

On the day before the wedding, (14th May 2010), I have about 30 of my relatives in my house. It was really funny because, half of them speaks Hokkien and half of them speaks Hakka. By this time, I knew I was screwed for the tests, hence, I just enjoyed my life and drank some beer with my family.

15th May 2010 : My brother's wedding
This day deserves a special post, hence, I shall leave this to the next post.

The following week was Hell...I screwed everything including my sleep. I did not sleep well...believe me...everybody knew not to kacau me when I'm asleep as they knew how much sleep I roughly had. I was a living proof that zombie existed. So when the test was over, the first thing I did was, went back to sleep while all the boys went DOTA.

The following week was result week. I was very upset this week and very depressed. I nearly failed everything except for ESL and IT. The reason why I said this is because, I got an A for ESL and I failed IT. And being in a class full of guys, I felt an enormous cloud of helplessness...I felt like I have become prove that all women are bimbos and have no ability to be intelligent as men. I felt like I had let myself, my family, and the whole entire women population down due to my stupidity. And most of all, I felt like I had broken the vow I made at the starting of the year. Which is to show all the boys that girls are equally capable. Well, apparently not...boys are smarter after all. I was having very low self-esteem and felt that I had made a very bad choice to take IT and a even worst choice to take SAM. Thankfully, I was cheered up by my aunt. She is the best person in this world! The closest to me. Even my mum is not as understanding as her. *sigh* Thank GOD for nice aunts and uncles.

I went back to Batu Pahat for the "second wedding" where everyone of our relatives are invited to attend. It was quite a boring lunch, but then, Sam and Peggy got to see what our hometown looks like and they got to meet everyone. To be honest, this is my first time meeting everyone too... lolxxx..Sam says Asians are too active, we have too many relatives. I agree!!! lolxx...

Then of course, my aunt went back to Australia along with my sister. *Thanks sis for the new clothes!!* I was left alone to "suffer" my 2 weeks of break..

I DID NOTHING FOR THE WHOLE TWO WEEKS.

Except for sleeping, I really did not do anything meaningful, unless you count watching Meteor Garden as a reasonable thing to do when you're free... Surprisingly, I love the story...but their acting seriously is like shit....at the beginning la...then nearing the end, the acting magically improved. They're all so old now...Oh, for those who don't know what is Meteor Garden, it is the most popular Taiwan series to ever hit Malaysia back in year 2000.It is kinda like a "Twilight Tornado" last time...Every girl was crazy over that show....I have no idea why I suddenly wanna watch that show....seriously...It was just random...and surprisingly, random did the trick to keep me rotting from boredom...

Besides sleeping and watching drama, I did a lot of driving...and guess what?? The second week of the holiday, I PASSED the fu*king driving test...and I met Lydia by accident... hahaha...we both passed at the same time!!! WEEE!! So doing the most stressful thing with your best friend actually helps to ease things. That's a good advice kids!!!

The second last day of my holiday, my mother finally let me out of prison and I got to go to Bukit Tinggi, but it was with my brother though. I will post it in another post again...since, it requires picture and this post is already long enough.

I will now move on to what happened in June... basically, the atmosphere in college changed. I feel super energetic to start a new semester, despite of my "I'm useless" feeling. I was charged up... YEA MAN!! Moreover, I was doing stuff for Winanga-Li and started on my uni-application...It was the starting of my "better months coming"

However, It was saddening to know that, Captain Jenny left, along with Weng Hou... My class has less people now. From what I know, after the first semester, a lot of people did not return to continue the course. So, I am one of the dumb people who decided to stay along with SAM?? Apparently so...

I enjoyed every second of being in June. Although I lost an old friend and I lost Soo Kun (desk buddy only), my life is once again on track...I had a great time presenting this week in Physics and IT, but then ESL was a pain. Screw ESL... I taking up Spanish and Japanese anyway, so bye bye English!! You are no longer my favourite second language..

Additional to that, yesterday was the most fun I've had in months. Mr. Chan was right, the most important person is the person that you are with at that moment. Many thanks to those important people in my life now *winks*

TOY STORY 3 ROCKS!!!!

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