GO BEYOND DESTINY

A little joy

2011-12-27T03:30:00.000+08:00

Hey people! As you all know, Christmas is over and this Christmas, I received a very special gift from my mum.

I now have a pet algae!! :D Wacky I know... It's call a marimo. I only came to know about marimo when I bought it. My brother took us (Me and my mum) to see it and instantly, I fell in love with it! How could you not?? It's a fluffy green LIVING BREATHING ball!!

My mum saw that I liked it so much, she bought it for me on the spot. And that my friend, is how I got my Christmas present! I hope it lives happily and hopefully, for the rest of my life, I'll be able to take care of it. This is the thing that will show that I care! It'll be my training for my future when I get a dog. To care and feed it everyday and take care of it when it's sick or pregnant with a baby marimo. :D Weeee!! This is going to be fun!

Yeap... This is my baby Momo. :D

So that's all for today. Introducing Momo to everyone! :D My best Christmas gift ever, a gift of eternal life.

Merry Christmas!

Do you ever feel disappointed that your life sucks?

2011-12-21T02:26:00.002+08:00

It is now nearing Christmas and as everyone is huddled together being all lovey dovey, I've picked the best book to be reading this time of the year. Jurassic Park??

The book

Written by this guy, Michael Crichton

Yeap, a book jammed pack with thriller and minimal romance. That's what I love about this book- The Lost World. The content of this book is so freaking inspiring and smart. I really do not know how he thought of all the things. There's just so much philosophy in there as well. About life and about being a human. About our perception on the world around us and how ignorant we are about it and took it for granted.

Anyways, a bit side-tracked there. The main point is that I can't help but feel a bit useless and lonely. Turning 20 next year and so far... nothing. Not a single person to like me back. Feeling a bit disappointed in myself. Especially since it is nearly Christmas now and everyone is so in the mood, so in love and cozy while I on the other hand just feel like running. Running to work, running to do other thing rather than really sitting down and think and do pointless things. For example, I just went through some of my friend's facebook profiles. Can't help feeling sorry for myself and a feeling of jealousy. I keep thinking: "Why is their life so freaking awesome and full of love while I'm alone all the time?" But then, every time, I think about that question, my brain automatically switch to the usual next question to comfort myself. "What about the people in Africa? People who are less fortunate" and I'll feel happy again. Because like they say, the grass is always greener on the other side. I should be happy for I am blessed with food and water and to be given the chance to watch television everyday and have an education and with friends and family that love me.

So don't feel disappointed that your life sucks.
Be happy and cherish what you have.
Be content as it only happens once in your life. :)

Thank you friends, family and the ones that love me. Merry Christmas.

One of those days

2011-12-19T02:29:00.002+08:00

8th December 2011

Today was one of those days where I was lucky enough to have.

It was a night,to be exact, I was lucky enough to get.

It was magical.

I was feeling a bit down because I had to go to TGIF to celebrate my friend, Hwen Cheng's birthday and miss out on my Hong Kong drama, especially when the night before, I had to see my other friend, Mark, as well. I dragged myself out of the house and got my bud over to One Utama with my only girl friend available to teman me (so far). She was on the wheels because I had nearly got into a car accident the night before.

So after we arrived at the restaurant, it was a pretty dull start. I was concentrating on "Tom and Jerry" that was playing on TV than to the conversations (Still feeling a bit sad about the Hong Kong drama) but then the mood pick up as we started walking towards this so called "Ultimate Secret Hang Out" that the boys have. I don't think I'm allowed to disclose the location but when we reached the place, all I can say is, it was very cool.

There, we got a clear view of the sky and it was really awesome. I just sat down on one of the chair and got really comfortable. It's been a long time since I've felt so at ease and with my friends. I didn't even stress about anything and nothing was on my mind except for that moment itself. I truly felt blessed and euphoric for no reason, the aura is just so strong and hard to describe.

And at that moment, I saw something incredible.

A Moon Rainbow.

This was what it looked like. OH MY GOODNESS... I didn't even know such a thing existed. O_O

Yeap... I did sounded stupid when I said it:

Me: "Hey Lydia, is that a rainbow in the sky"

John: "Are you dreaming? Of course not! It's night time."

Hwen Cheng: "*stares up at the sky* OH MY GOD THERE REALLY IS.."

John: "*Looks up* Wow... There really is"

Me: "Hell yea... I'm not drunk you know... Nor am I crazy..."

Lydia: "*silent* Oh.. I thought you were kidding"

Yeap... they all thought I was crazy at first to say that there was a rainbow in the sky at night.. but there really was!! We laughed and then we all just sat quietly and stared at the moon rainbow... I swear it was the coolest thing I've ever seen and it crazy thing was, the clouds were just forming a circle around the full moon, no loose clouds like the one in the picture. It was just so pretty and it felt so magical. It was just so damn perfect.

As the wind blew the clouds away and the full moon resumed it's full glorious glow, we continued talking and laughing. But like all good times, it passed so fast and we had to go home. It felt like a few short minutes,but really we spent around an hour at the place. Guess that's just how the world works. But it was really the best feeling ever! It was simple but yet so magical. A simple joy. Thanks Lydia, Calvin, Hwen Cheng, Matthew and John. You guys are awesome!

:) Forever etched in my memory. Forever mine to cherish.

2011 Chinese Book Festival - The Mines Wonderland

2011-11-25T02:14:00.002+08:00

I woke up this morning and immediately, I felt a rush of joy and excitement for the day ahead. Why? I had a mission today ------ To find my first love

I went down to the Mines Resort to the Chinese Book Festival. It's been a long time since I've been there and it was interesting. The whole journey, I've just been thinking about how pretty is the scenery outside the car window. I've realise that with my studies as an industrial designer, I seem to have more appreciation for the little things that I took for granted in the past.

Well anyways, upon arrival, as usual, to find the thing I'm looking for, I followed the loud music and there it is ------ Diabolo! Wahaha, yes, I am there to watch diabolo. However, I was rather disappointed because my coach was not there. I watched for a while and then had to follow my dad to go look at some other things.

I went to look at some CDs and guess what?? Without thinking (and also because I was a bit down) I went and bought 2 Lee Hom CDs.

O_O Yeap... 2!!

Besides that, I also bought a craft punch. By that time, I was already very happy and happily looking at books. It is a book festival after all!! But it was rather expensive so I didn't buy anything.

Then came the best part of the day!! Exploring!! I went and explore the Mines shopping centre with my dad and my goodness!! It changed! I am so impressed with how it looks now. It was so cool and lively! Ahhh... I love going to weird places and discovering something new.

So before I went home, I got to go and look at the stage again, I was reminded of why I love playing diabolo so much and the time where I was with a team and playing with my friends. Nostalgia. Every movement on that stage gives me the shivers and I hope that one day, I'll be able to do that again.

Then of course, just before I have to go, I saw someone I know!! En May, Peggy and my other coach. I stayed with them for a while and then left. Again on the journey to unknown roads. And also once again, me and my dad got lost, but eventually, miraculously, got home.

The End of a Happy Day

Time to relive

2011-11-20T10:45:00.001+08:00

Blogging had been a good way of documenting my interest and events in my life. So I've decided to maybe resume??

Haha... the reason why I haven't been active for the past year was because I wasn't that free to be doing this so much. But documenting, as I learned. is a very important tool for a designer to have. Also, arrgghhh.. Having that neck problem is a nuisance, I can't be on the computer for too long.. D: But I guess if I controlled my blogging, I can still do it right??

So that made me think to resume blogging again. Plus, I also have free time at hand now... So why not??

Today's glorious topic for my resume to blogging. My most prized writing ever!!

A Symposium on Bhutanese Chams - by V-Ki Cheong

Chanting of prayers filled the silent Himalayan mountains, even before the dew is settled on the grass amongst the misty surrounding. Light winds caress the prayer flags that, with it blew the prayers of the people of Bhutan, with it flutters the message of hope and beliefs of the nation. On the other hand, prayer wheels were ringing in the dzongs, ringing the voices of holistic monks, the deafening sounds of their serenity, peace and purity. Dawn is nearing and as the first light hit the surface of the forgotten, mystical earth, to some, known as “The Last Shangri-La”, a certain magical touch embrace the land and that marks the start of a very special day for the people of Thimphu. At least, that is how I imagine it to be.

Every year around early November, the Thimphu streets will be in full preparation for the long awaited event of the year, the Thimphu tshechu. Tshechus are Bhutanese festivals that are held annually. Each district has their own tshechu and they are all determined according to astronomical calendars. Although each district hosts individual tshechu, all tshechu are held to commemorate the deeds of Padmasambhava (Guru Rinpoche), a historical figure which had shaped the history of Bhutan. The story of Padmasambhava has long embedded in Bhutanese culture. Bhutanese spoke of Padmasambhava, whom which was almighty and God-like. He was known to be the second Buddha and was a great influence spreading Buddhism to Bhutan.

In glorious sunlight, the streets of Thimphu will be lined with traders that sell hot momos for breakfast, fabulous long hand woven textiles, and also handheld prayer wheels. Thangka paintings will line the walls of the majestic Tashichho Dzong while restless monks will be preparing their costumes and atsaras, the festival jesters will be entertaining the crowd. Of course, people from all over Bhutan, including those from northern and western regions also join in the festivities. Dressed in their respective dresses, ghos for men; kiras for women; conical hats for the Layap women and Brokpas in their yak skin coats, they all come together to a city temporarily emerged in exhilarating vibes.

From the thangkas that hung the walls of dzongs to the torma (carved offerings that is made out of butter or barley flour) that line the altars. Every little detail is well thought out by the monks who manage to put it all together. To the monastic community of the Thimphu district, putting together the tshechu is a form of collection of spiritual merits. Tshechus are important to them because it is considered as one of the path of enlightenment in Buddhism beliefs.

When most people talk about tshechus, it involves the famous dances, known as chams to the locals. Chams are dances which are performed by monks from the district’s monasteries. It plays a big part in tshechus and it is believed to be a form of meditative yoga practiced in Tantric Buddhism. It is a ritual that is taboo to females and it is believed to have Tibetan origin. The purpose of chams is not only allowing monks to gain enlightenment merit but also serves as Buddhist teachings for the locals. These dances are passed down from one master to another since it was founded by the founder of tshechus, Pema Lingpa. According to legend, Pema Lingpa was the reincarnation of Padmasambhava and was able to share a deep spiritual connection with him. He had visions of the deeds that were done by Padmasambhava and deities. From there, he choreographed the ritual to imitate the movement of how it appeared in his vision. Every move is precise and holds meanings to the story. Using masks, props and different costumes, it further enhances the representation of the rituals.

After the time of Pema Lingpa, it was said that chams are formed when yogis were enlightened with visions of dancing deities or devils punishing humans of their wrong doings. As the dance moves are formed specifically to tell the story, monks spend months learning and perfecting the dance just for the festivals. Chams are often accompanied by Tibetan music which is played with musical instruments such as bells, cymbals, small horns, and drums. Perhaps the most well known cham in tshechus is the Shana cham, black hat dance. It is usually danced on the second day of Thimphu tshechu and only the highest ranking monks are allowed to perform the sacred dance.

Fully dressed in long robes and the famous black hats, the dancers take centre stage of the Tashichho Dzong. They got into a circular formation in the amphitheatrical setting and at the sound of the first drum, they twirl, their colourful robes fanning out to reveal its full exuberance. These elaborated costumes worn by the monks are covered fully with brocade. Each costume differs from one another in terms of pattern and they often come in a mix of bright colours such as green, white, blue, red, orange and yellow. Hence, as the dancers whirl around in circles, the colourful fabrics seem to glide through the air creating umbrellas of rainbows. Perhaps the most celebrated feature of the Shana cham is the black hat that stands tall on top of the dancer’s head as they twirled. The hats were outstandingly constructed using different material such as velvet, brocade, and peacock feathers. It has a skull at the top of the hat and the brocade hangs down from the back of the hat to the dancer’s legs. The hats have ornaments such as snakes, sun and moon attached to the body of the hat and some parts of the hat are even gilded with gold.

As horns blew and drums hammered, building to a crescendo, the monks seems to be possessed by spirits and with every spin, they seem to be engulfed by the joy of telling the long forgotten Buddhist fable. In the Shana cham, the monks play the role of yogis who possess the power to create and perish life. They protect the good and destroy evil. With graceful hand gesture, they start the dance with creating a mandala. Mandalas are commonly used in Hindu and Buddhist practices. It is a symbol that is believed to be spiritual teachings that aid meditation. After creating a representation of the mandala, dancers proceed to “killing” demons. The action performed meant to give the meaning of overtaking the world to protect it against evil. After performing that, they perform the thunderbolt step, which is an action of continuous pounding of the earth with their feet. That movement symbolises the yogis frightening the conquered demons in order to protect the earth.

After performing the Shana cham, the monks retreat backstage and reappear with a set of Tibetan drums, known as the gna in hand. The drums are attached to handles while the drumsticks are long and oddly shaped to have a bend. These drums hold extreme significance in Tibetan culture as it is believed that by striking the drums, you are either summoning deities as protectors or talking directly to the demons. The dancers gather at centre stage again and begin the Sha Nga cham. With explosive beats on the drums of Buddhism, the Sha Nga cham is performed by the black hat dancers honouring the victory of the yogis over the demons. The whole dance involves the dancers twirling on the spot and continuously striking the drum. This will go about for several minutes and then after one last strike to the nga, that marks the end of the whole ritual dance of the Shana and Sha Nga chams.

After the performances are done, the monks would return back to the monasteries to prepare for the next day of the Thimphu tshechu while people resume their daily routine. Children would run off to look at atsaras while their parents finish off their chatter. Some traders would try to get last minute sales before packing up while some of the elderly would visit chortens and offer the Gods with prayers. Surely, with so much spirit of the festival still lingering in the air of Thimphu city, there would be a smile on everyone’s face as they bid farewell to the festivities of that day and look forward to another year of good prosperity. After all, the festival is all about remembrance of the blessing of togetherness in the family and community but most of all, faith for the vibrant people of Bhutan.

Yes people, I do not just have to draw, design, make products, present, and whatever it is that I have to do... But I also have to do this... O_O RESEARCH and STUDY. Yay!! How fun is my life... But it was worth it in the end though because this was such a great topic to be working on. :D Bhutan!!

I need to go there one day... but for now,this is all I have for today!! I will post more stuff up!! :D Weee!!

Revolution

2011-01-03T02:25:00.000+08:00

OK. This language blog has officially turned out to be a very bad idea. So, I've decided to abort the theme and instead (Because I still like the blog name) I am going to turn this blog into my interest blog. We all know how many interest I have. Maybe if you're lucky, I'll even post up a picture of the guy I'm interested in and blog about my experience stalking the person.
OK. So to start off this new found flame of blogism, I'm gonna blog about chocolates!
Personally I love dark chocolate compared to milk and white chocolate because the cocoa content in dark chocolate are more than that of the milk and white chocolate, which makes it less sweet. That's why most of the chocolate that I'll be blogging about is going to be dark chocolates. Besides that, I like a lot of flavoured chocolate like mint chocolate, coffee flavoured, fruit flavoured and alcoholic flavoured chocolate. Most people don't like mint stuff I notice. They told me everything with mint in it taste like toothpaste. LOL. Anyways, I also consume chocolates that contains nuts, raisins and that sort of things.

FERRERO RONDNOIR

Ferrero chocolates originated from Italy. Apart from the famous Ferrero Rocher and Ferrero Garden, this is one of Mr. Ferrero's greatest invention! I ate one that day and I was blown away! It was so awesome! The coating was really special, and like all all Ferrero Rocher series, it has a waffle sphere. After you pass the waffle sphere stage, you will reach the middle section. Beyond the waffle stage, I tasted estacy. OK, maybe I'm exaggerating, but it is that good. The dark chocolate inside was overwhelming!! 10 STARS!!

MINT KIT KAT

I'm a big fan of Kit Kat, but then what I found really special was the Kit Kat Mint series, especially those coated with the dark chocolate. I remember, there is one time, I was so obsessed with the thing, I scolded whoever who wanted to take a piece. Now that they have stopped production, I can never taste it again. :( But I'll remember how it taste always.

M&M's
Who the heck can resist the awesomeness of M&M's?? These things are awesome chocolates at affordable prices. I've even seen limited edition M&M's which comes in so many flavour but so far, the original flavour with the pure milk chocolate is the best. :D

LINDT DARK CHOCOLATE -70 COCOA%
This is a very rich and dry chocolate but it is one of the best I've tasted. I love how it is so rich in the cocoa that it is a bit bitter and melts so quickly into a fondue-like form.Besides that, apparently studies show that this type of dark chocolate actually is healthy. So thumbs up for healthy chocolates! Wee!

LINDT PETITS DESSERTS
This is a very unique chocolate. It has all these cool flavour like the créme brulée and tiramisu in it. Some of it taste like heaven and some tasted like shit. So depends on what kind of flavours you like. I'm sure everyone will find their favourite flavour. ;)

CADBURY CHOCOLATES

Classic tastes with many variety. This is my kind of brand! I like Cadbury chocolate because no matter how broke am I, I can still afford it. Although, yea, it taste like normal chocolate, nothing special, but it is the best choice for someone craving for cheap chocolate. ;)

and who can ever forget...

HERSHEY'S CHOCOLATE

I love Hershey's! I even did a presentation about Hershey during my high school English project. Lol. Founded by Milton Hershey from Pennsylvania, this chocolate has made history! There is even a town in USA named after Hershey's. A chocolate town!! Imagine that!! I like every chocolate from Hershey's. I mean what's there not to like? Every one tastes so wonderful!

So, there you have it. The brief post about chocolates! Awesome right? Well, if it is not awesome, it is OK, it is only for my reference then. :)

But seriously, go try it out. :)

I love it when my week goes well.

2010-12-19T04:08:00.005+08:00

Hello people, I am back to tell you more about my life again!!
This week was AWESOME!!
But, let's start with where I left off on the last post.

9th December 2010

I went with Chang Pei Nee to Taylor's Lakeside! Weee!! I went there to read a book. I manage to finish the book in one day. See how miraculous speed the quietness has given me?? So yea... I went there with Pei Nee Chung... (LOL) and then later I followed them to fetch Yun Hung and Shaun for their interview into Taylor's Lakeside Medicine. Who knew so many people wanted to be a doctor?? So later on, when the lovebirds parted, I went to OU to rock climb. Rock climbing is always fun, but climbing alone really sucks.

10th December 2010

It was one of those laid back yet fantastic day! I went for rock climbing for about 2 hours, then I met up with two of my favourite people, Jean and Justin! These 2 jokers never fail to amaze me... They were as mindless idiots as always.... Like the first time I met them... I wonder what they will become when they grow older?? Probably Jean will be a pro-womaniser or a pro-pokemon card player (something along that line) then I think someone crazy will be willing to pay Justin to complain since he's so good at it. He might even be the next Annoying Orange. He might even beat annoying orange's record and beat Ryan Higa to become Youtube's #1 Comedian... Or, probably if he wanna "think calmly and rationally and not end up in deep shit"(That's what he always say), he'll probably end up as a consultant... Tell me which kid on earth will have the energy to tell me that my toes are painted the wrong colour?? Grrr..... Seriously Justin... You talk too much. I know you're reading this. lol... Anyway, we went to watch "Due Date" instead of "Social Network"..God, I seriously wanted to tear the guy's face out... I had watch 3 of Robert Downey Jr.'s show and he sucked in all 3 of them, if I ever see his face on screen again, I am going to scream till I'm crazy, I absolutely hate that guy. Not the movies, but the guy. Let's see... I slept through Iron man 2, I gave up watching Sherlock Holmes halfway and I was so freaking happy when I saw him get screwed on Due Date but was sad that he ended up in one piece in the end. I had a wonderful time. Thanks Justin and thanks Jean. By the way, I hate walking between you guys now.. I used to be taller than both of you... Damn it! :( I'm wearing my high heels next time!!

12th December 2010

Out of the blue, I told my dad: "Let's go Mon't Kiara." And then poof!! We were there!! Weee!! I love my dad sometimes when he's as random as me. So since I'm so bored at home, after we visited the Mont Kiara market, my dad took me to Sri Hartamas as well as Bangsar. Wee!!! I had a great time that day. Doing random things with my dad rocks!! Have I ever mention how awesome are these random outings? I remember the time that my dad was surfing the net and saw a cheap air ticket to Koh Lanta... Then he bought the ticket and told my whole family to pack our bag one day before the flight? We didn't even know where and when we're going and the next day, we're in Thailand. LOL.... then there was the time, he suddenly say he wants to go to the city. So off we go!!! He brought me to Uniqlo in Bukit Bintang and HE BOUGHT ME CLOTHES!! That was AWESOME!! My dad never bought me clothes before..he always thought it was a waste of time and money. So guys, if you are reading this, a helpful tip...please buy your daughter clothes...They will love you forever. Then then, there was also the time where he was searching the net and came across this place called Broga Hills. So out of no where, there we were right on top of that hill the next morning. Wee!! I love the randomness!!

13th December 2010

Well, people! I've done it! I went to Curve today and cancelled my Yamaha lesson. It was too not worth it... and it is really not what I wanted. I wanted to learn piano by ear...not by notes. So bye bye Yamaha and now I am officially out of things to do. Wee!!!! So after that sweet lady registered my leaving notification, I went off to climb! Again... nobody talk to me. :[

14th December 2010

I am officially an adult!! I went to get my ATM card today!! Weee..... now all I need is money in my account. Next thing I need now is a credit card because I want to try shopping online. Maybe I'll get one when I go over to Australia. Everything is going to happen when I reach Australia man. Wee!! Somehow I can't wait, yet I don't feel like going at the same time. Is this even normal?

15th December 2010
A fun-filled and wonderful day! In the morning, I was at Li Jia's because Annie asked me if I wanted to bake cookies with them. Although I was very bad at cooking, but who cares?? I was just there to be around them. It was such a long time since we've been together and we haven't done anything fun since we left high school anyway.

So the end result was... one kinda horrible and one kinda successful. Wee!! It balances one each other. NO? And guess what I had for lunch? Fish noodle !!! AWESOMENESS!!! I really like that fish noodle shop, the best in town. Vikram will sure love it *wink wink*...LOL

The kinda successful batch of Chocolate Hazelnut Cupcakes. The failure one don't even deserve to be on my blog because I only choose high class cookies to murder... lolxx.. *cold joke*

So yea...since Li Jia and Annie seems to be the more pro-bakers, me and Shao Min went and play with Li Jia's piano and violin. I look like a pro man!!!! Woohoo!!

The end product ~~ Weee!!!

So yea... after such a tiring day, I was yet to be done for my day. I changed my clothes and proceed to find Esther's house! Librarian Gathering! Wee!! I was greeted with warm hugs from my senior, Grace and Esther, who are cousins and the organisers of the gathering. I was surprise to see Calvin there but nevertheless, I was so happy!! I mean Calvin, my bro! Of all places!! Well, there was of course my juniors too, but they weren't very close with Esther. I think Sean and I were closer to Grace and Esther in general because we shared the same duty day as them. God, how do I even remember these things?

Anyways, yea... the night started out with a splendid dinner. Awesome food and also Calvin's Confession Session. Lol... this is when he just slash out whatever he wants and gossip like a girl. He has yet to change a bit, ever since form 1 he's like that already. So ironically, through the gossips and bitching, that became the ice breaker. Lol...

After dinner, Sean brought out his fresh-baked lemon cupcakes. OMG... I was telling him about how the guys in my class bakes too and how I thought it was super gay of them to want a baking session to make brownies for my lecturers. He and Calvin got all excited. I seriously thought they were gay until I ate one his cupcakes. At that point, I didn't care if her was gay... THE CUPCAKES WERE AWESOME...And I've ate Calvin's cooking before, it was awesome stuff too.. And that was it, although I hate to admit it, after my baking session with the girls and several more (in the past), guy's baking and sometimes cooking are officially better than girls. They have impressed me tremendously. First, Adam, then Ariff, and then S3 guy's then Sean... OMG... Well... at least I know that I don't have to cook in the future if I get a husband since guys are becoming such good cooks and bakers in general. The dominant sex --- first time this year ---GIRLS

Then after our little gathering at the dining table, we moved on to playing games. It was really a good, clean fun night with crazy librarians. I remember people used to call the librarians barbarians because we each have so unbelievably crazy personalities and so misbehaved in many ways, yet we are portrayed as the "quiet ones". It was really a fun time being a librarian. I may regret joining lots of thing when I was in high school, but the librarian board wasn't one of them.

I really did miss Esther a lot. Thank you for throwing us such a wonderful gathering.

16th December 2010

What a nightmare! And literally, I meant that. In my dream, I dreamt that I had failed SAM, when I woke up, I didn't even want to check my results. I was lying awake on my bed and just wanted to die there. I was pulling a long face when I finally got out of my bed at 12pm, skipped lunch and everything and just remembering that horrible dream. In the end, I just wanted to get over with it and checked the results, I got a ATAR of 75.25. Well, it wasn't a great score, I wanted an A for ESL, IT and Physics, but sadly, I got them as all B's. God knows what happened. But as long as that result can get me to university, does it even matter? So since my dream did not come true (the failed-SAM dream) I was happy enough, I ate my lunch and went to Taylor's to collect my results. Then I settled the placement thing all in one day, now it's just waiting for the confirmation letter from RMIT and I'm a guaranteed. Hopefully, hopefully, I get in. I've been waiting so long for this. My whole life for a chance to study arts. I really hope I get it. If not, I will be stucked with studying architecture, a super-duper mind-straining course. However, the fact that I get a "AR. " title does seems very attractive.

17th December 2010

After hours and hours of pleading, my mother still forbids me from going to Genting to watch the International Diabolo Competition. She is such a strict mum. So guys, if you want your kids to be happy, please do not marry a workaholic that doesn't know how to have fun. Preferably, do not marry those who work in the IT department, they are control freaks. So what do I do at this point of desperation? ASK DAD! Pleading to dad only took about 20 minutes, how easy was that? Woohoooo!! So Genting, here I come and off I go for a good round of climbing.

My Youtube Craze

2010-12-11T16:21:00.005+08:00

So as many of you know, I am on holiday now and what better way to burn daylight than to watch Youtube??!

I definitely love Youtube. It is a very good source of entertainment and I think it really provides a very very good way to learn things. Like that time, when I didn't know how to use a hair curler, I just typed: "How to use a hair curler?" into the search box, then Mr. Youtube will do his job.. Or when that time, I was studying Physics and couldn't get anything into my head, I Youtubed "Electron Microscope" and it produced... nothing... WEEE!!! But yea.... Most of the time, it is the perfect time killer.

Well, here are some of the awesome people I go to to view their splendid works.

#5 Most Subscribed Musician - David Choi

He's Korean and he sings a heaps of nice songs. My favourite will have to be "By My Side" and "That Girl". And he writes his own songs, not covers!! Isn't that just awesome??

#10 Most Subscribed Musician - Kurt Schneider

He's basically a really talented producer. His channel features the very famous Sam Tsui (The Kinda Gay Guy That Sounds Super Awesome) and a few other awesome artists. What I like about his work is that it gives the covers so much new things to it. How it sounds, how it is filmed and how it is all put together to collaborate and become another entirely different sound... Now that is talent.

Jayesslee - JS

The Korean twin sisters from Melbourne. Although I haven't heard much of their work because I'm new to them, I love their cover of Officially Missing You - Tamia. Their harmonising ability is mind blowing! Maybe because of their twin instincts, that's why their synchronising are great.

Adrian Lee -0adrianlee0
This guys is also from Melbourne and he plays the best piano by ear ever! Plus he like Coldplay and Jay Chou. ;)

Awesome piano playing and I really hope that I can play as well as him one day. The fact that he doesn't need or know how to read notes and play out something as excellent is really unbelievable. I am truly amazed by his talents. My favourite would have to be his cover on Amsterdam - Coldplay

t1enacious - My Latest Craze

They are just awesome! The best thing about this group is that they all play by ear. They are from America and they really manage to make some of the songs sounds nicer than the originals. My favourite was their cover on Hey Soul Sister - Train.

Of course, you must be wondering, since V-Ki is always so funny and so cute (Chehwa!), where does she get her jokes and humour from...? My answer will be... haha, it's my natural instincts. But hey I do watch a lot of comedy on Youtube. I love it when Youtube stars brings something new to the world, giving people joy in laughing.

#17 Most Subscribed Comedy - Pyrobooby - Peter Chao

He is one the the funniest guy I've ever watched. He is from Hong Kong and living in Canada. I like how he is so honest with the issues at hand and I think his videos really reflects the Chinese society, how we are not that different just because we settled at different places, how Grandma Chao is the typical Chinese Grandma that doesn't like fat girls. lolxx... My favourite video will have to be "Chinese Guy still hates Justin Bieber" and "Chinese Guy Love His Grandma". Those were seriously epic!! Chao outside MudaFackers! Lol... his vulgar words are enough to fill a sea.#6 Most Subscribed (All Category and Director) - MysteryGuitarMan - Joe Penna

This guy is amazingly talented. He is super creative and comes out with all kinds of weird and fun ideas for his videos. He is from Brazil and he lives in America. His famous gigs are his stop motion videos which are so AWESOME.. My favourite was the "Rubik's Cube Stop Motion" that must have taken him ages to do it. Besides that, I like the way he credits all his friends. Sometimes, when people help you, you tend to forget to thank them for their help, but he manage to do most of them which I think is a very good thing. Thumbs up for people like Joe!!

Last but not least...

#1 Most Subscribed (All Category and Comedy) - NigaHiga - Ryan Higa

This Japanese - Hawaiian mixed guy lives in California and is really funny. He is athletic and creative and always so full of weird ideas. I like his work because he always work with different people which makes his videos interesting and never the same. This is one guy that do not mind sharing his spotlight. Besides that I like his concept of setting up columns. So there's always different elements to it. Like his "Dear Ryan" column, "Word of the Day" column, "Skitzo" column and "BEST Crew" column. He even has a Youtube movie now "Agents of Secret Stuff (ASS)". I really think his works are really well presented and most importantly, he's HOT!! lolxx... My favourite episode of NigaHiga will have to be "Word of the day - Bromance" ,"I broke my Nexus One", "Dear Ryan: Superhero","Hooked on Fonik" and "Makeup Guru". TEEHEE...AWESOME!!

So that concludes what I usually watch on Youtube. I watch tons of nonsense like Russell Peters, Jeff Duncan, "How-to" tutorials and some random things recommended by my friends, but I think that is what life is all about... Being full of nonsense at times. :)

Activities! Wee!!!

2010-12-08T18:45:00.014+08:00

After my Taman Negara trip, I was quite excited to move on and to experience new things in life.

2nd December 2010

I went with the guys to Canyon Paintball near the Curve. Finally!! A place near my area!! So yea, I met them there at around 11 something, I was there to watch them play only. I was a helpless civilian there to watch the war of the crazy-adrenaline-powered-egoistic-species. Because seriously, these people don't take aim at all, they just shoot whenever they sense motion, so I was lucky to be not shot in the head or something. It was quite a fun experience though... I saw Jun Yi's injury, I saw how they play the game, all the strategy and all and I tried to shoot a few shots in the shooting rink. I really enjoy it except the part where I was eaten alive by mosquitoes and that annoying marshal... He kept teasing me about coming to watch my boyfriend.

"You ok? Did you get shot?"

"No, I'm fine."

"Alright, don't worry, your boyfriend is not hurt too. *winks*"

*About to tear his head apart*

-____- (GRRR......)

If I ever have one, I wouldn't even be there. I would sit at home and wait for my boyfriend to cook something for me, force him to take language classes with me or probably ask him to drive me around town.

So really.. I was inspired to join them the next time. Kicking guys butt has always been an interest of mine after all. And maybe, just maybe, If I get the chance, I'll aim at that particular marshal "accidentally". Lol.. I know I'm evil. (Shhhh....)

After the paintball experience, we went to 1 Utama to have lunch. It was Kheng Yu's, Victor's and Wai Wai's first time in OU so me and Jun Yi took them around. We went to Nando's for lunch at around 4 something. LOL and then I brought them to CAMP 5 for a visit, since they are so eager and hungry for excitement and adventure. It has been so long since I went back there.. It changed a lot, they seemed impressed and so did I, I was determined to climb again after seeing it.

SO CAMP 5, I'M COMING BACK!! :)

Then after the brief visit to Camp 5, I dragged the guys to go shop with me. I went to 21 Forever, Island shop and Cotton On, the usual la... but the one that I like was too expensive and the cheaper ones are not very well made. So I had to move on. I'm not freaking paying RM75 for a top! I'm crazy, but not that crazy.

So then, we bid farewell to a day well spent. I can see that the guys were very impressed by OU. They certainly love the parking rate. God knows why... so then they sent me back and went about their own activities. :)

P/S: If you're interested in knowing more about camp 5 rock climbing gym, here's the link:

http://www.camp5.com/

3rd December 2010

Went shopping with my mum in OU and guess what? I bought the season pass for Camp 5!

Told you I'll go back. Muahaha, the reason being??

Let me tell you the history of my climbing experience then.

The reason why I left:

I used to go with my brother and his friend, Teck Chuan. Back then, I was underage so I had to be brought in by my brother. Since, back then, he didn't have a girlfriend, I was his top priority, so we climbed almost everyday and now... my brother just got married.. so imagine. Secondly, my mum wanted me to focus on my studies , so I chose to drop out of this in order to keep track of my school activities and studies. Last but not least, Kar Tong and Yee Weng started to freak out by the sight of my muscles, so I decided to stop.

Now, the reason why I wanna go back:

I'm fat, and I need exercise. How simple was that? And I found this great rock climbing gym just right across of RMIT. So muahaha, you know what I'll be doing in Australia now. And of course, I'm super stress free now, so time to pick up a hobby. and last but not least, I'm 18 now!! Wee... I can now drive myself to and fro from OU and climb on my own. Isn't that awesome?

So thumbs up for me returning to be muscle woman you guys! :D

4th December 2010

It's a weekend and a time to go shopping... AGAIN. This time, I went to Curve. Initially, it was only for lunch in Pho Hoa.. the only decent Vietnamese restaurant I can find in Petaling Jaya. Then I don't know how, we ended up at the doors of YAMAHA music school.

So always having an interest in music, my mum finally decides to let me learn piano. I was very happy of course. I always played the piano by ear, but never ever received any proper training by an institute. I was happy to learned that they offer playing piano by ear! Even better! No note reading.

I was so inspired to play without sheets because of several of my YouTube fantasies.

Click below to see them:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lJhe-alB8RE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZTh0oicNcw&feature=related

So I signed up for it immediately. To my shock, it was so expensive. From that moment on, I started thinking that maybe learning piano is not the very best choice after all, I felt so guilty that day. But then, my mum says it is ok.

So yea, hopefully I can learn something in these 2 months and that it will be worth it. And maybe if I can, I can start playing my written music on the spot without using my memory to remember the tune. Because the way I write my songs is very special, I create the tune and the lyrics at the same time.

I have to remember the tune and write the line of lyrics immediately. So sometimes I imagine the tune in my head with accompanied piano but I can't play them, then by the time I'm done with the song, I sometimes forget the tune in between, and I have to come up with another tune which is not as good as the first tune to accompany the written lyrics. It is a rather complicated process but usually, if I'm fast with my words, I take only about 30 to 40 minutes to write a song. So it would help a lot if I can make up the tune on the spot if I know which key to press to create the sound that I imagine in my head. I do that with guitar but I only can make up music with limited chords. What I wish to accomplish is like what my friends, James and Joel can do. They play chords actually... greatly improvised chords. They are the most amazing impromptu guys ever! They're amazing, especially James, he never received any piano training at all and he is like Lady Gaga!! Amazingly talented at figuring music out. He knows exactly what keys to press to produce the particular sound he wants. Like I say, my friends are crazy.

6th December 2010

I drove alone today!! Actually this is the second time I drove alone, the first time I drove alone, I went to fetch Pei Nee to go enquire about sole to soul dance studio (http://soletosouldance.blogspot.com/) , a dance studio that we initially wanted to join to lose fats. But since I payed for my rock climbing season pass already, I would have to pass on the idea of joining the dance classes. Too much for me to handle. Anyways, I hit the curb that time. But this time, I was damn smooth, but I'm still sweating allot. I'm still so damn scared on the road. This was what I said to my mum:

"Mummy, I don't even know why I go rock climbing... by the time I get there, I've already sweat a bucket." lolxx...

So, I drove to Camp 5 with full enthusiasm in swing only to find that it opens at 2pm. Well, there goes my RM1. Then in the afternoon, I drove again, to my first piano lesson!! But I was very disappointed to find that they were not what I wanted to learn. They taught me how to read notes. Which I totally suck at. I knew because even from young, I had troubles reading the notes in music classes (compulsory subject in Puay Chai primary school) and also back when I used to go to Yamaha. I think I was about 3 or 4 that time?? So yea... reading notes. I felt so guilty that I've just wasted my mum's RM200. RM200 for one and a half hour's worth of class... so it is approximately RM 1.10 for one minute of the piano class. WOW. Thumbs down for over earned piano teachers. SUCKED. And the worse part?? LCLY teacher!! Yay, the world is such a fair place isn't it?

I didn't have a good day at all. After the class, I wasted RM1 again for parking fees and I wanted to drive to camp 5 to initiate my climbing exercise, but sadly, it was so jammed, I decided to go home instead. What a fuc*ing shitty day.

7th December 2010

It was a great day well spent. I went rock climbing! I didn't actually plan to go rock climbing on this day because of the public holiday, I knew it would be packed with crazy people hogging the wall but because of the unsuccessful plan mentioned earlier in the post, I was forced to go climb with the crowd. It was a good climb though because initially I thought I would definitely forget everything. I expect to knock out within 20 minutes, but I stayed for a solid 2 hours workout. I manage to boulder. Which I enjoy very much but I didn't get to finish the auto-belay route. That was too much for me. But I was still very surprised to have reached the 3rd rock from the top, which is pretty good achievement. It was maybe an intermediate route? Sadly, I climbed alone because my brother isn't here with me to belay me. :( I didn't get to climb the easy walls. *sobs* But I really did enjoy climbing again.

After climbing, I sinned. I went to the 2nd floor and I just couldn't help it! I bought a peppermint mocha from Starbucks coffee. It was new, reasonably price and SOOOOOOOO GOOOOD. I can't resist the temptation. So below was my conversation with my mum when I reached home with the Starbucks cup.

START OF CONVO

"I thought you went rock climbing."

"I did, 2 hours."

"*laughs* So what is the point of climbing to burn off 2 hours of fats when in the end you're putting back in 3 hours worth of fats?"

END OF CONVO

Ha-ha... very funny.. NOT.

So yea... I think I did well, I couldn't feel my limbs for awhile after I climbed.. Which is good I suppose? Isn't it?? Except the next time I go, I shall not let Mr. Evil Starbucks get to me. I promise. But I won't guarantee Auntie Anne's.....

Lol..so I had an awesome day, I feel accomplished, especially when I finish the second book I started this week. WEEEEE!!!!!!!!! Hopefully I'm this productive for the many days to come. :D

I HAVE TILL FEBRUARY AFTER ALL.... WILL IT BE ENOUGH?

Taman Negara?

2010-12-03T21:34:00.019+08:00

Hello everyone!! Blog time. So today's post is about Taman Negara. Me and my classmates figured that we were probably the only ones in Taylor's who do not have a class trip yet.. So we decided on Taman Negara. I've never been to Taman Negara so it's a first time for me.

People attended:

1) Me

2) Misha
3) Michelle

4) Wai Wai

5) Kelly

6) Victoria

7) Keatleen

Haha... Just feel like using their girl names.

I think I shall let the pictures do the talking for this one.

Day 1 - 29 November 2010

Departure from my house to Subang Jaya KTM station. First thing I saw.... VAMPIRE!! OMG... Wai Wai looked like he haven't slept in months. lolxx... He looked damn funny and I was really trying hard not to laugh out loud. Soon after Michelle and Kelly joined us, we moved on to take the crowded KTM...

O_O

SOO DAMN ALOT OF PEOPLE!! I was nearly squashed to pieces. I was blaming Michelle all the way because he made us take the KTM. So then after arriving at KL central train station, we met up with Victoria and then proceed to take the monorail. We arrived at the Titiwangsa Station and met Misha there. We boarded the bus and off we go to Jerantut. ~~WEE~~

Get yourself high. How right. :)

After arriving at Jerantut, we met up with Keatleen and then proceed to take the sampan to go to Taman Negara!!

The two noobs seated in front of me.
We had rain....

We had sunshine...

After arriving, we just kinda slacked and then stoned, ate dinner, stoned more and then went for a quick track into the jungle.. Which scared the hell out of me... I am scared of ghost. Deadly afraid.... But we did see some animals and stuff... Quite cool. :)

And that ends the day for day 1... I was too scared to sleep alone, so I ended up sleeping in Wai Wai's, Misha's and Michelle's room.

Day 2 - 30th November 2010

Sunshine and fresh air!! Weeee!!!!!!!

??? No comment...

Breakfast for us....

After breakfast, we headed to track into Taman Negara again. This time, for a canopy walk. :)

Breakfast for them...

SPAM!!

Natural anesthetic cream (According to the guide)

Our guide ----- Mr. ( :D) I don't remember his name..

Natural sandpaper

Into the jungle...

STILL SPAMMING....

I had fun looking at the noobs climb mountain. ;)

Then we arrived at the Canopy walk

SHAKY SHAKY....

Keatleen

Kelly

Michelle

Misha

Victoria

Pretty trees

Muddy Hairy Legs....Only noobs climb mountain and end up like that. (Wai Wai)

And my picture was just too retarded to be posted.. so I'm just not going to upload it... it's the un-pro photogrpher's fault.. not mine. :P

WELCOME TO TAMAN NEGARA!!

Butterfly!! Pro skilled photographer (V-Ki) weee!!!

After we had our lunch, we proceed to do something called the rapids. I got soaked... but it was so fun!! Sorry though for the limited pictures, I couldn't take my camera with me for fear of getting it completely wet.

Children in waters.. so innocent and free. :)

We are not wet... YET

So shortly after we took that picture, you can pretty much guessed that we were all soaked and without a camera. The guide took us to a nice stream where we could relax for a bit. It was nice and cool. In the jungle in the middle of nowhere with 6 guys is a very memorable experience. With water splashing and Michelle screaming :"Don't want, don't want!!" lolxx... I will remember that forever.

After we got back from the rapids, we chilled out a bit and played cards. :)

Qing Qing (Bear) made a few friends. :D

Qing Qing and the noob

Ahaha... so cute!!!

Qing Qing!!!!!

Qing Qing suppose to kiss Wai Wai... but then... his hand like that... cannot lar...

I can't decide which one to post... so I posted both... because they are equally retarded. Noobie!!

Haha... dun worry... they became good friends after all... so cute... (Qing Qing... not the noob)

After dinner, we went for a karaoke session.. which is.... INTERESTING?? I'm stilling thinking whether to post up the video of Michelle's screaming.... Lol

After that, we called it a night and returned to playing cards (Me, Wai Wai and Michelle) and we talked for a long time. Lol... I never knew guys had gossip sessions during class trips like girls do... lolxx.. Is it because they are girly or is this their nature too?? Hmm..... *wonders*

Day 3 - 1st December 2010

After waking up, we went to have breakfast. After breakfast, we proceeded to the following activity. We were suppose to go see fishes so we took a wonderful boat ride up the river to this place in the middle of no where. I actually enjoy the feeling of not knowing where we were going... It gives the trips a sense of suspense, mystery and adventure. :D

The guide took us for a track to see a wonderful view of a tiny waterfall. I have to admit, it was a bit of a let down when you compare it to all the waterfalls I had seen, but then, it was a great work out. I was finally gonna lose some FAT!!

The only group photo

After the track and several leech bites, we decided to go see fishes... but then the staff working there was not around, so we were forced to leave due to a tight schedule to return to Kuala Lumpur.

We headed back to the resort and after packing and everything, we left the resort using the resort's van in the afternoon. After arriving at the bus station, I sat with Wai Wai on a 3 hour's bus trip back to Kuala Lumpur. After arriving at the bus station, we took the monorail back to KL central and I parted with them to take the LRT back to Kelana Jaya station, since I'm the only one from Petaling Jaya. I quite enjoy the train trip actually. :) LRT rocks!!

Overall the trip was a blast. Thanks Keatleen for organising it. :D

Life after SAM

2010-11-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

This is my first post after my life in SAM. And all I have to say is I'm sad
I'm sad that this is all going to end for good. My college life -- END!!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At first I was deadly afraid of college. I was so freaked out in IT class because my classmates were all talking alien languages. I had absolutely no idea what a freaking server was nor a hub, a processor chip or what "http" stands for. (Hypertext Transfer Protocol) Now, when I talk to my friends, I sound like an alien. O_O

I was so afraid that I wouldn't have friends and that I would never fit in to the cruel world of college's fashion critiques but hey it turned out that I didn't have to compare myself with anyone. That is because I ended up in a whole class full of guys which reacts very honestly to my choice of clothing. If they think I look OK, they simply just keep quiet; If they think I look like shit, they'll just call me auntie... Which is really kinda annoying. Especially Kheng Yu's very memorable comment:

" You don't look like my grandma today... You look like my mother."

-______-

Well... these few days has really been something though, at first I was really in doubt of whether I should leave Malaysia in order to pursue my dream or be stuck here with architecture but having my friends and family. Only recently I've decided to leave Malaysia despite the fact that I'm going to miss my friends, family and my food.

The reason for my doubt, it started on the last day of Taylor's...

The last day at Taylor's was an incredible day. It was one of the best days of my life. It was a very emotionally demanding day where we had a great time with the lecturer. Mr. Woon made us sad, Mr. Chan made us laughed, Miss Rachel ching-chonged us, Mr. James said I wouldn't shut up and Miss Sukhminder watched the Hand's Commercial. :D
I had a fantastic day.

Then after that, I worked hard for my exams in the library for the whole week of study week.

Then it was here --- EXAM WEEK --- 1st November till 12th November
All I had to say for my exam week is --- I'M SCREWED

weee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But anyhows, that is over so no point moaning over it. What was important was the last day of exam

After the IT exam, I sprained my foot magically. Seriously I had no idea how it happened but it just sprained. So then at the last day of exam (Spec Maths -- the hardest paper) I didn't join the guys for DOTA because FTZ was quite far but however, I did join my classmates in MED for out after-exam lunch. It was a pleasant lunch and then we decided to go to karaoke. That was even more fun! But me and Fariz decided not to sing after a few rounds because our voice is turning hoarse and we needed a healthy voice for ----- CORROBOREE (which is SAM's name for prom)

After karaoke, we proceeded to Andrew's house in Klang. It was a fun evening and I almost won Monopoly although I haven't played it in years. I was always good at it. I don't remember losing. Wee!! Well, that just proves that either I'm a very good money handler/ investor or I'm kiam siap. I almost won because they didn't want a girl kicking their butts at games as Jer's girlfriend is already doing so... Therefore I wasn't crowned champion :(
But it was overall a great day. I had tons of fun.

13th November~
I went to Fariz's house to practice for Corroboree. His guitar playing was so damn awesome. It really got me interested in music again especially when his parents gave us so much advice on our song. I'm was going to singing "Bunny Song" and Fariz and I were going to do a duet of "Smile". It was a very good afternoon spent. :) We screwed up our audition but hopefully all runs well for our final performance

15th November~
I had the worst time in the afternoon but everything unraveled itself into a wonderful evening.
Me and Fariz had to be at the hotel for audio testing/ rehearsal in the afternoon. My plan for the day was to go the place, be done with the thing, go home, get changed and get back in time. I honesty thought that the whole would end before 4 since they said they would start at 2 sharp. Well they were not very on time and I was very upset because I didn't have time to go back and get ready for the big night. (I'll never trust Malaysians again when they say they'll be on time)Instead I had to phone my mum and dad to help me get all my stuff to the hotel. I was very very upset that afternoon, I didn't get to shower and I had to trouble my dad. So stinky with sweat and fear, I had to go to prom without my hair curled. So there goes my effort for thinking what to do with my hair.

Then, I was very worried for our performance the whole night, so it was a kinda enjoyable mood, an in- suspension and in- excitement mood. I liked the first group of guys who performed, Ryan and Chern Hao, they were very friendly during the sound check session. Then I thought Denise was awesome despite her fault on her speech. The video they played in the beginning was also very awesome! Nobody but you --- Mr. Chan! LOL.

Then it was our turn after they announce the nominees for prom king and queen. I was suppose to sing my solo first and I was so freaking scared I couldn't feel my fingers. Besides that, I was shivering up and down because the backstage was freezing cold. Then I thought my voice would crack when I talked but it didn't so I started to relax a little. Then when I was making my speech and looking down at everybody, I couldn't see a damn thing and most of the thing I saw was flashing camera lights... Hah!! Nobody was paying attention, so I was like yay! I sang the song and passed it on to Fariz. The duet was awesome! I didn't miss a word! Weee!!! So then the rest of the night was so magically I could not describe it in any way.

That night, I saw him, alone and I froze, it never occurred to me that I would see him there. But he left with another girl.

So then another adventure began, I was suppose to leave with Huey Teck, but then I met Pei Nee and decided to follow her since she decided not to go back with her prom date.Pei Nee stays closer to me anyways. So I followed the G10 class to have a drink in a nearby Mamak store. Then when we (Kong Yao, ST, Pei Nee, Deivina and me) decided to make a move, Kong Yao realised that he didn't have his key with him and it was with Sioe Fei. So it was quite a complicated procedure to reach home but we managed to get home safely so that was all that matters.

Then of course after the prom night me and the guys still went out for lunch and movies. That's why I have developed this need to stay instead of flying off to Melbourne. I don't want to leave now because I've found true friends that cared about me. But then, after so many moons of mulling over the facts, I decided to go Melbourne in hope that we will once again meet in the future. S3 memories will forever inked in my memory except when I develop Alzheimer or die.

The last post before exams

2010-10-15T23:21:00.010+08:00

Well this week has been a crazy week. First of all, my streak of happy days ended on Monday... God knows why.. Maybe it was the fact that I was fed by the guys with Baskin Robbin's ice cream which will probably increase my fat level by 99.99% O_O

Then Tuesday was my birthday I was very touched by many pleasant wishes... but one of the message that I received on that day was aimed to crushed me to pieces. People these days need to learn how not to crush and disrupt my birthday.

Wednesday was finally a normal day except that my hopes were fading fast for this guy I've been going crazy over the course of nearly half a year... Maybe it is a good thing to let go.

Thursday was however a crazy day. I had a peak emotional period from 4pm onwards to 12am at night. The reason being, I was suppose to attend the awards ceremony for the SAM programme. You know?? Like those that we had in high school. Those total time waster that took up the whole day of school? Except this event was an after-college hours event. *sobs* I attended because Miss Sukhminder had informed me that it will end at 5pm. Being the dumb girl I was, I had assumed that college people were more organised. But....I forgotten one very important detail: We're Malaysian. And Malaysians are never on time. So then the thing ended well after 5pm.

I wouldn't mind so much if it weren't the most important night of the year!!

ADAM LAMBERT'S CONCERT

So because I was late, my transport (Huey Jing) left without me. I had to go to Bukit Jalil by myself. Caught in the jam and eating my dinner, I was actually pretty calm. (Because of my theory stated above in bracket) and my prediction was right...I arrived at Putra Stadium around 7.50pm and after I met up with Huey Jing, we went in at about 8 something. The opening act was Daniel Lee from Malaysian Idol and I was quite shock when I saw my seat.. I could only see half the stage. Which means, I can only look at the screen to see clearly and what's worst?? I didn't bring my glasses.. So the screen was practically blur to me too... What a lucky day... Next thing I knew, I got the seat next to the cacat speaker. So basically my hearing in the left ear left my ear already...hahaha..(*lame joke*) So then yea.. Hottie Lambert only appeared around 9.00pm. His voice OMG!! The most awesome voice ever!! But his concert only lasted for around an hour. He's really really really good looking... which brings me to wonder WHY??

WHY DO HANDSOME PEOPLE HAVE TO BE GAY???!!!

Honestly I can say that his singing is much better than MLTR's but then MLTR's music is so much more awesome (Especially Mikkel's guitar playing *duh...he had over 20 years of practice*)

The sound system in Putra Stadium have to improve!! That's the only comment I have to add. Otherwise, the night ended in complete estasy and euphoria. I had a blast. Well, it is my birthday present after all, I have the rights to enjoy it. So then me and Huey Jing walked around the place to enjoy the feeling of the GLAM NATION. I bought some stuff which were half- priced due to clearance. I was feeling really lucky. The only sad thing about the night was I didn't have the money to buy a GLAMBOX which was RM100. Well, maybe next time. :)

Besides, what more could I ask for? I got to listen to Adam singing live, I got a free poster and a t-shirt.. Life's good. He's really OMG!! I would die to get a guy like him who isn't gay!! How I wish he was bisexual.

So anyways, then Friday came: I was going crazy in class, but all the guys ignored me completely.. I was supposed to declare another faggot Friday to get the guys to discuss about Adam in class.. but I forgot. LOL... then I brought my guitar and diabolo for Corroboree rehearsal. But ended up doing nothing for the afternoon except stoning and wasting time..Which is not what I'm suppose to be doing. I have an exam coming up in 2 weeks for God's sake!! Well, there goes another day....

When I reached home on Friday, I was hit by a bad news. My brother was going to Australia next week to work and he probably won't be back for 2 months or so.. So I'm kinda depressed. Then the worst thing happened! I was playing with my diabolo and *kaboom* it split up into a million pieces (7 pieces to be exact) OMG!! How devastating!! :(

At least one thing is going smooth, I am able to answer most of the questions on our practices. WEE!! IMPROVEMENT!! Which reminds me. This is my last post until my exams are over. I've stopped my Japanese class and also restricted several of my social networking, including using my phone and using facebook. My exams ends in November so until then, whoever who is planning to reach me, please reach me through e-mail or facebook. I have no time to pick up my phone. A million thanks. So bare with my people.. Just another month. Just another month.

Till then. I wish you best of luck for the following month. May you have better luck than me. :)

Time to Be AWESOME

2010-09-14T22:52:00.007+08:00

Haha..Time to be AWESOME and go KICK ASS...

Won't be blogging till SAM ends.

Well, maybe if I'm tired of my studies a bit, I'll blog a little while...Hehe

But until then, my murder blog will be...

TEMPORARILY DEAD

The Final Sprint Has Begun.

My Darling Physics, Here I Come!!

Who Cares About Deepest Darkest Secret? Dream BIGGER!

2010-09-10T02:36:00.005+08:00

I thinks I've posted this post a long time ago. But nevertheless.. Time reblog the issue again. My deepest darkest secret. I'm always jealous. I'm jealous of everything under the sun. Easily jealous. That's my weakness. Maybe I should talk to Mr. Chan more. He's always so content with his life.. I really don't know how he does it.

I met someone with a REAL Louis Vuitton that day. OMG. It looked so awesome. Still saving up for my own. :(

I'm always saving up.I'm saving for a REAL kipling too. Haiz.. If only I had the money to splash.

Anyhows.. No point being sad here, because I have great news! Because, I have been accepted by Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology (RMIT). I can slack now. All payed for and ready to go! Actually, not really slack la... but now got different goal for getting good grades. Time to kick some guy's egos...I'm so freaking happy I might strip in public!! OK...Maybe not. Soon, Louis Vuitton.. you will be mine!! I'm going to earn my own money and buy REAL Loius Vuittons. Wee!! I will buy however many bags I want!! I have a craze for bags after all....

And you know what else I craze for? To dance like people in Step Up 3!! WEE!! Awesome...

So there's also another good news.

September is turning out to be a splendid month. Why do people wanna wake up when September ends?

I LOVE IT BECAUSE... ADAM LAMBERT IS COMING TO MALAYSIA FOR ME!!!

Jean/ Justin, if you're reading this. He looks like Jean. Seriously.

Anyways, the best part is Huey Jing asked me to go with her to watch Adam. OMG!! I thought I was going to die when I saw the date: 14 October 2010. That's why I said Adam's coming for me. It's 2 days after my birthday. This is going to be the best birthday ever! I just know it!! Finally after years of terrible birthdays, this is it!

Haha, but I'm still waiting for the best price the concert has to offer. My mum says that the seats that Huey Jing wants is too expensive. Hopefully I can con my brother into buying me the ticket. WEE!!!

ADAM LAMBERT!!

My whole point here is - dream BIG because life's good...

BE GONE JEALOUSY!!

Fine Memories

2010-09-08T22:38:00.011+08:00

Feel like blogging about this long time ago, but just don't have the time...

So be for I return to Hell in SAM, I better blog this first.

May 15th 2010

The Wedding day

Thank God for giving me great memory! I still remember every detail of the wedding. I still remember how me and my aunt tied the ribbon on to the hood of the car.. My teddy bears were tied to the front of the car too.. (Because hiring people to tie the car alone cost around RM300). I remember how me and my sister made fun of my brother's Liverpool tie. I remember Teck Chuan, and Ah Sai bullying me... I remember preparing for the bride and groom to come home for our tea ceremony,I remember the snobbish wedding planner, I remember how the confetti flies off the balcony and I remember how much plants we killed in order to get those confetti (What?? They sell confetti for RM10 per packet and all the papers that we cut were angpao packets that once contained my money) ..WEE!! Confetti! I remember how packed was my house. First time in history, the house was open for so many guest. (My mum hates people coming to our house... But I love it! hehe..) I remember that on the wedding day itself was the first day I talked to my neighbours and of course, I remember the food. NYONYA

After the afternoon craze, evening craze starts...

I remember how the sun was shining and the gardens were amazing. I remember being so happy and excited for my brother. He is my only brother after all. The best brother I could ever ask for.

He is the one who plays combat with me while I was young. The one who watches movie with me. (I have never watch a movie with my sister before. Honestly) and also the one who piggy- backs me all the time when I was young and played "Lang Lai Liao" with me. The one who taught me how to do so many things. The one who taught me how to write. And the one who is always bullying me then buying me stuff to spoil me...

V-SIANG & PEG GIE

Then I remember being angry with my sister who left me alone with the guest registration because there was too many mosquitoes. (Luckily, I worked in enough blood drive to get everybody registered). Haha, I remember this cute guy from the wedding. (Apparently he was my brother's uni mate.. Foreign... I like. *winks*winks*)

MOST OF ALL.. I remember how happy was my family. Despite how many quarrels we have, I still love them. My aunts, my cousins, my uncle, my new "relatives" which is the most awesome people ever! (My sister-in-law's sister and her husband)

My life has meaning because of these fine memories.

Teacher's Day

Obviously, I'm not going to forget the ones who manages to make me smile everyday despite my tough life and sucky times --- MY CRAZY CLASSMATES AND TEACHERS

That was an AWESOME DAY! I really couldn't think of a better class to be in than in S3! Everyday is an adventure. Sure they were jakoonas.. And sure sometimes they say the stupidest things but... That's what make them AWESOME.. They make me feel so at ease. I am nothing but myself when I'm with them. I say whatever I want, I hit whoever I want and I obviously act however I want. And they don't give a damn.

But obviously.. Being the only girl in the class has its challenges.

Sometimes, when I feel sad, it'll take them a long time to notice.

Sometimes I feel discriminated because of my gender.

Sometimes I feel like I never get the lime light.

Sometimes I feel so alone because none of them can relate to my problems.

Sometimes I feel self-consious.. Don't know if my pants is falling or if my bra strap is visible... If it was Calvin, he'll just yell:" OMG V-Ki! I can see your bra!" Out loud...in public...but then..the ones that stares are the SCARY ONES...

Sometimes, I have really bad "stomach cramps" but can only say:" I'm not feeling well"

It's an awful price to pay in order to get to the finishing line, but hey... Isn't life all about making sacrifices for something you love? I love designing... So if this is going to get me there, I'll do whatever it takes.

And not forgetting... My teachers.

They are a bunch of fun people. Everybody who knows me in 5 Kempas knows that I'm never in class. For me to stay in class for the whole day obviously takes more than a bunch of boys right?? Teachers are a source of my encouragement to move on with life. One golden sentence from their mouth and I will be alive again. I threat them like Saints after what I've been through in Charis Church. I learned to respect their job after knowing what it was like to teach. To have to repeat yourself time and time again because people aren't listening to you, especially when you are sick is the worse thing EVER!! Yet they still have to carry on... And also when parents question your ability to teach, you will question yourself too... Am I doing enough to let the students understand? Am I doing it right? Are they understanding? Why aren't they paying attention? Am I too bored? Believe me... It is a tough job. Especially when you're the first person to blame for everything that isn't going right.

Well.. Life has to move on... Stories have to continue

I really hope the splendid memories will be with me until the day I die.

Thanks for letting me to experience so many different colours in my life. Thank you old friend, new friend, teachers and family who are so willing to share and make me happy. I feel so content having these people around.

I wish my face could change. A little perhaps??

2010-09-04T00:00:00.008+08:00

So anyways... We all know that V-Ki Cheong has infinitely many problems...

But I think the most major problem I have.. (Apart from my inability to control my complains, emotions and craziness) is that I CAN'T GROW!!!

The picture above is the prove.

I look the same after 7 years.

How pathetic is that?

Apart from my constant change in hairstyles, I really can't see a change in my looks.

Haiz...

I wouldn't mind it thaat much if it weren't for the things I have to deal with because I have a baby face..

1) I got bullied by an auntie once because she thought she can bully young girls.. (Being accused for cutting ques is not a very good feeling)

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2) Salesman and Saleswoman love to attack me with a promotion. (Why? Apparently "Children" are more naive.)

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3) People always think I'm incapable of anything due to my looks. (I'm more than capable to do anything)

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4) People always think I'm faking my voice so that I sound older. (Well eff off!!)

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5) The cashier lady tends to serve you slower because they think you have no things to attend to. (Guess what?? I'm paying you! You B***h!!)

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6) Not many guys my age is attracted to me. (The younger ones are stalking me!! They go as young as 12 years old!!)

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Moral of the day: Do not discriminate against people with young looks. And never guess people's age because.. I'm NOT 12!!!

Now let's look at the brighter side of my dilemma/ issue...

Haha... I haven't thought of one yet... but hey...

At the end of the day... All that matters is that I'm still the Enchanting, Perfect And Lovable Lady everybody knows.

A bit of mood swing, mixture of dramatic and insanity -----

THAT'S ME!!

The Merdeka Month

2010-08-27T14:11:00.004+08:00

OMG... it's August already and I am finally sitting down to blog for the first time in 3 months

Why so busy?? COLLEGE LO...

Haiz...
A lot had been going on lately. Like yesterday, I suffered a severe blow in the head. I found out that I never stood a chance with this guy I was going after a while now. But something good came out from the whole situation at least. The bunny song is now done and is history. It is posted on YouTube just recently and I shall say my goodbyes to him now. Adios Bunny and hello Physics again! Let you know a little secret hey?? I wrote another song about him.
Saying farewell of course.

Anyways, enough talk from me about this guy whom I don't know and will never know. Let's talk about something everybody wants to know...

ME!!!

Hahaha...perasannya.
So how have I've been the past few months??

Flashback:-

June was a sucky month and so was July and August. But luckily... I had my boys to back me up when I'm always falling. I couldn't ask for better friends. Although receiving disgusted stares from passerby as I always touch the guys, especially Kheng Yu, Fariz, Vikram and Ehsan (What?? A girl have to be violent when they have to...Skin contact should be put aside in this situation.) but well, disgusted looks doesn't mean much to me when they are such great friends. Let's put it this way, the only relationship I have with all of them is a sister-brother relationship. If they are thinking differently then... I'm in deep shit then.
But they know who I'm crazy about... Shirota Yuu!!!

Soo Kun, Jenn and Weng Hou left us... so yea, the class is quieter. :(
But nevertheless, it is still quite lively. They are still DOTA- ing, telling lame jokes (especially Jun Yi) and playing music. We went out for dinner the other just the other night in Sunway Pyramid. :)

Hmm...what else?? My results is going down down down down down... I suck at everything except in my Japanese. I freaking rock in learning languages!!! I can talk super high speed Japanese now... WEE!!! But sadly, I'm not able to complete till next year since I'm most probably leaving to Australia next year. Which reminds me.

I applied to enroll in Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology, Queensland University of Technology and Swinburne University to further my studies in Industrial Designing. Anyone going there, please let me know. Hopefully God is looking after me and let me get accepted to at least one of the university. I really want to study design and arts next year.

What else to talk about?? Oh yea.The July intakes are in and guess who I saw?? Lynnette and Huey Jing. They're doing ICPU in Taylor's... so yay!! More DU-rians!!

Oooh... there was the time I broke my neck and was sent to the hospital...
Haha, Maybe I'm exaggerating. What?? It felt like I really broke my neck ma. I went through 2 weeks of physiotherapy because of IT!! Which brings us to talk about...

My web project. With tremendous help from my brother, I manage to survive through the whole project. It looks a bit cacat, but who cares?? It's done. That's all that matters. Besides, Through this project, I became an IT girl... I know how to read quotes now..

Winanga-Li is finally coming along. I had lots of tough time trying to finish and present to them to get their approval, but I finally pulled trough and it looks awesome. Well, according to Jer la...Andrew's front page got selected. Wee!!! At least it is someone from S3... :D

WE PRO!!

Then, I wanted to add too that I actually missed something about high school. What was able to pull out my high school memories?? Steven and Aishah is leaving. :(
I remembered all the things I missed about that place. I miss Kar Tong, I miss Kak Salina's food, I miss Pn. Shalini, I miss Pn. Rohaizah, I miss performing for the school, I miss skipping classes, I miss Miss Wong, I miss Celine, I miss Lydia, I miss the library, I miss Library Week, I miss Weng Weng, I miss Timo, I miss Chinese Class, I miss Ding Ding, I miss Farah, I miss Jun Herng, I miss Shao Min, I miss Annie, I miss Adam, I miss Syifa, I miss Deepa, I miss lepak-ing, I miss Calvin, I miss singing in the corridor, I miss bitching about everyone evil, I miss Sports Day, I miss Su Ting, I miss Yuan Zhen, I miss Li Kim, I miss sleeping in Chemistry classes, I miss Biology, I miss Purple House, I miss Lion Chu, I miss Lynnette, I miss calling Zafri 4-year old, I miss having chats with Azwan, I miss Jit Ve, I miss Alex, I miss Nizam, I miss Edward, I miss Ki Jun, I miss Natalie, I miss Ikhwan, I miss Dat Han, I miss Drama Team, I miss Yien Hsiu, I miss my earlier days in St. Johns, I miss marching, I miss all my seniors, I miss all my juniors and all my friends. Surprisingly enough, I also miss my enemies. I miss the drama they give me. :D
Hmmph...makes me feel sad now... I really miss those days where I was a free soul. Lepak Queen and never was in class. Now look at me... Goody 2 shoes and always in class... So not me...especially when Ehsan is not in class, always makes me feel like reliving my old life... be free and walking around enjoying the silence. Dodging the principle and run when you see PK Hem. The best thrilling feeling ever!! But, time to grow up.

Those were the days my friends..

What else to include?? Oh yea... I want to include my thanks to G10 people!! Thanks for passing some girly aura to me. :)
Hmm... also Joanne. I never knew I could be so close to Jo. Back in high school, perhaps it's the fact that I never was in class. I never really bonded with her...well, now I do. :)
Pei Nee especially, Thank You!!
You give me the greatest advice ever!! :)

AHH...too many things to say and too lazy...I'll just list down everything

The other minor things that happened:

Fell in love with this guy code named "bunny"
Went to Bon Odori Matsuri
Visited the Taylor's Lakeside Campus
Passed driving test with Lydia
Went out with friends to Aishah's farewell
Went out with Kar Tong
Stopped playing diabolo
Went out with Jean and Justin
Went crazy over Mr. Psycho
Had a blast with my classmates and my lecturers
Starting a juggling club

What else to add?? Hmmm...at the moment, I can't think of any thing else... I'll post it when my memory returns. Or when my friends remind me of something interesting... WEE!!

Trip to Bukit Tinggi

2010-06-27T16:53:00.013+08:00

So as promised, this is the post about the last weekend of my June holiday. I needed some photos for Winanga-Li, so I begged my brother to bring me up to Bukit Tinggi. Not actually begged la..more like force him to. (The power of whining to my mother)

So let's let the photos to the talking...
-The rabbit farm-
I love rabbits!!!

Flufff!!!

Then, the worst thing happened, it rained!! The rain was like "meow and woof" all the way (Cats and Dogs la) so yea...although it is a rabbit farm, but there's cats and dogs. OK fine, I get it, you don't need to throw a "you're lame V-Ki!" look at your computer screen..-___-

So yea.. we proceeded back to the village to dodge the cats and dogs...

Soon after, thankfully the rain stopped.

-French Village -

Swans up in Bukit Tinggi.. pretty..

One of the canggih pictures taken

Me and my brother

To my surprise, I saw someone I know, I even know the guy's name...from TND.. but then, I didn't dare to go say Hi to the guy la..later he might freak out because it has been so long since I talked to any of the TND people. Later he think I'm stalker then cham lo.. lolxx. So yea, we had lunch at one of the over packed restaurant --(Our lucky day - Nestle's Family day!! -__- sad right?? I know..) Sien, I'm always so unlucky...ALWAYS...

We continued the trip to:

- The botanical/Japanese Garden -I went to try out the kimono to see how I look. I look OK...surprisingly.. :D

Me and bro again. Finally, after like I don't know how many years, I am finally having nearly the same skin colour as him!!! OMG!!

Me and Peg Gie - My sister-in-law

After the Japanese Garden, we went back to the French Village and then sat there to paint POP(Plaster of Paris) till dark... then came back down at about 7pm??

So overall, it was a fantastic day... I enjoyed myself. except the fact that I had to spent around 20 ringgit for my lunch...It was very fruitful day...I had photos for Winanga-Li and I "bonded" with the newly weds...lolxx... I wish to go there again sometime soon.

It's nearly JULY already??

2010-06-08T00:59:00.006+08:00

Well well...cookie time. :)

Wow...time really flies when you're in a daze.

Well, shit happened for the past 2 months. Of course there were also pretty sweet moments.

Well, I'll just start with what happened in April.

April was a blurr...we were supposed to buck up because the March intake students are in and they are ready to compete against us January intake students and squash our heads...(haven't succeeded so far) So then, I had a bad April. Everything went wrong. I was a woman with no love, no time, no money, nothing. It was a depressing month where I cried for so many nights not only because I fought with my parents, my brother, and most of all...my sister. Oh yea...the freaking bit*h is back from England.. -___-

I do not have a good relationship with my sister and I suppose it was also caused by the fact that we are all stressed out by the wedding that we all were not in the mood for anything that is labelled "HAPPY"... I failed my driving test...and I was quite upset, not because I failed, but because I had to take lessons again. So damn stressful... Addition to that, I had to take my tests right after my brother's wedding... RIGHT AFTER... can you imagine what it was like to be sandwiched by tons of stress???? It is horrible...I experienced it...so I'm telling you now...IT'S HORRIBLE.

I didn't like April at all....April was a bad month...and I knew May was going to be worst... Why?? Because it is always like that every year...I had labelled May as my worst month of the year...and sure enough... May was the worst month...

I was stressed out as my exams were near and even more stressed out as the wedding too, came near. I was so tired as my relatives start pouring in from Australia and England. I have no time for myself as I was required to entertain them quite often.

On the day before the wedding, (14th May 2010), I have about 30 of my relatives in my house. It was really funny because, half of them speaks Hokkien and half of them speaks Hakka. By this time, I knew I was screwed for the tests, hence, I just enjoyed my life and drank some beer with my family.

15th May 2010 : My brother's wedding
This day deserves a special post, hence, I shall leave this to the next post.

The following week was Hell...I screwed everything including my sleep. I did not sleep well...believe me...everybody knew not to kacau me when I'm asleep as they knew how much sleep I roughly had. I was a living proof that zombie existed. So when the test was over, the first thing I did was, went back to sleep while all the boys went DOTA.

The following week was result week. I was very upset this week and very depressed. I nearly failed everything except for ESL and IT. The reason why I said this is because, I got an A for ESL and I failed IT. And being in a class full of guys, I felt an enormous cloud of helplessness...I felt like I have become prove that all women are bimbos and have no ability to be intelligent as men. I felt like I had let myself, my family, and the whole entire women population down due to my stupidity. And most of all, I felt like I had broken the vow I made at the starting of the year. Which is to show all the boys that girls are equally capable. Well, apparently not...boys are smarter after all. I was having very low self-esteem and felt that I had made a very bad choice to take IT and a even worst choice to take SAM. Thankfully, I was cheered up by my aunt. She is the best person in this world! The closest to me. Even my mum is not as understanding as her. *sigh* Thank GOD for nice aunts and uncles.

I went back to Batu Pahat for the "second wedding" where everyone of our relatives are invited to attend. It was quite a boring lunch, but then, Sam and Peggy got to see what our hometown looks like and they got to meet everyone. To be honest, this is my first time meeting everyone too... lolxxx..Sam says Asians are too active, we have too many relatives. I agree!!! lolxx...

Then of course, my aunt went back to Australia along with my sister. *Thanks sis for the new clothes!!* I was left alone to "suffer" my 2 weeks of break..

I DID NOTHING FOR THE WHOLE TWO WEEKS.

Except for sleeping, I really did not do anything meaningful, unless you count watching Meteor Garden as a reasonable thing to do when you're free... Surprisingly, I love the story...but their acting seriously is like shit....at the beginning la...then nearing the end, the acting magically improved. They're all so old now...Oh, for those who don't know what is Meteor Garden, it is the most popular Taiwan series to ever hit Malaysia back in year 2000.It is kinda like a "Twilight Tornado" last time...Every girl was crazy over that show....I have no idea why I suddenly wanna watch that show....seriously...It was just random...and surprisingly, random did the trick to keep me rotting from boredom...

Besides sleeping and watching drama, I did a lot of driving...and guess what?? The second week of the holiday, I PASSED the fu*king driving test...and I met Lydia by accident... hahaha...we both passed at the same time!!! WEEE!! So doing the most stressful thing with your best friend actually helps to ease things. That's a good advice kids!!!

The second last day of my holiday, my mother finally let me out of prison and I got to go to Bukit Tinggi, but it was with my brother though. I will post it in another post again...since, it requires picture and this post is already long enough.

I will now move on to what happened in June... basically, the atmosphere in college changed. I feel super energetic to start a new semester, despite of my "I'm useless" feeling. I was charged up... YEA MAN!! Moreover, I was doing stuff for Winanga-Li and started on my uni-application...It was the starting of my "better months coming"

However, It was saddening to know that, Captain Jenny left, along with Weng Hou... My class has less people now. From what I know, after the first semester, a lot of people did not return to continue the course. So, I am one of the dumb people who decided to stay along with SAM?? Apparently so...

I enjoyed every second of being in June. Although I lost an old friend and I lost Soo Kun (desk buddy only), my life is once again on track...I had a great time presenting this week in Physics and IT, but then ESL was a pain. Screw ESL... I taking up Spanish and Japanese anyway, so bye bye English!! You are no longer my favourite second language..

Additional to that, yesterday was the most fun I've had in months. Mr. Chan was right, the most important person is the person that you are with at that moment. Many thanks to those important people in my life now *winks*

TOY STORY 3 ROCKS!!!!

END OF THE SUPER LONG POST

No Time.

2010-04-26T20:38:00.003+08:00

I wish I had more time, but no time to blog for now. I really do wish Concentrated Sleeping Pills exists. Mid -Term is coming and the all important day that requires more than 40 people to squeeze into my tiny house is about to come.

I wish myself and all SAM students the best of luck and of course, I hope I'll survive this storm

Also, I wanted to say thanks to everyone who helped me overcome my dilemma, you guys never ignore me although, you guys were facing your own problems. Thank you so much. I don't know what else to say.

Here's the picture I promised. :D

3D Puzzle - UBER COOL!! WEE!! (I wonder where I find the time for this..)

I guess, I 'll have to say: " Cookiemurderer is going to rest for a while now. Peace to cookies!!"

I'll update when I have more cookies to kill....

*Note: I really appreciate the stop of the VAMPIRE craze. I guess you guys really got used to the way I talk. :)

Pemuja Dari Jauh

2010-04-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Ruff Edge - Jin Notti OST : Pemuja Dari Jauh

Salah satu lagu yang paling touching dah. I sangat tertarik dengan lagu ini. Sebenarnya, Lagu Melayu banyaknya best la.

Lagu yang saya recommend:
1) Belaian Jiwa (Indonesia) - Innuendo
2) Terima Kasih Cinta (Indonesia) - Afgan
3) Mungkin Nanti (Tak sure) - PeterPan
4) Kau Ilhamku (???) - Mambai
5) Pemuja dari Jauh (Indonesia) - Ruff Edge

Lagu ini dari tayangan Jin Notti. Saya tertarik once saya terdengarnya di MTV Asian Takeaway. Liriknya, tak make sense sangat, tapi tunenya sukar dilupakan. Hah! Asia pun ada artist yang sebegini. I sebenarnya impresss la sangat.

:) Tayangan Jin Notti - Ingin find and watch bagi tahu apa isinya. Harap interesting...

Signing off - Dari Cookiemurderer... :D

EVIL LESBO

2010-04-13T23:14:00.003+08:00

Well, the Week had started off great....NOT!!

Jeraldine is Evil!!! You heard me Jer?? EVIL!!! He called me an evil lesbo out of no where, which really fits my description but only because he's jealous I have Peter Chao as my boyfriend...CHEHWA... lolxxx...jkjk...

Since we are partially talking about Peter Chao here, seriously, Aaron...you are evil too!! Do you really have to spoil my fun and post about the truth of Peter Chao?? Without the accent and the freaking glasses... I seriously find him quite...normal. :(

I so wanted to fall for him di....Oh well...back to physics then...

So here's the big question of the day: Do guys really digs a horny chick???

According to Qi Qi, he don't mind.

Hmmmm.... I wonder...

I was once told not to swear the word "fu*k" because apparently my friend say it is unlady-like and some guys don't like it (Scares them off??) But then again, with the powerful influence of Calvin and Kar Tong, who the Hell can resist?? and who the Hell cares about unlady-like behaviours?? Anyways, I was never told whether do guys actually mind girls who as equally sick-minded as them or maybe even worst...Which reminds me...tomorrow's Mr. Woon's birthday and I feel really bad because we upset him today. So apparently there are guys who mind swearings. Therefore, have to watch our mouth from now on, especially mine. I don't wanna be the cause of his departure :(

Anyways, I never notice how many people actually have the time to read my blog, I mean wow... You peeps have no life... yeap...I'm pointing at you, Misha and Jer!! and you and you whom I can't see..ARGGGHHH... !! But I really don't blame you guys...I go check out random hot chick's blogs too when I'm bored.. *indirectly saying I'm smoking, sizzling HAWT!! *

WEE... LG now...Stupidity, Insanity and Randomcy is the way I live now... All in life is good now... :D

I need bubble milk tea everyday!!

2010-04-08T18:54:00.005+08:00

I'm in dilemma now... Noticed that my blog is dead for a few weeks now?? Well, that's because no time to blog lar... The good news is March is over...I was about to die in March but the bad news is...I'm still dying!! SAM is killing me!! I'm so ready to give up...I swear...if I fail another test, I'm switching to MUFY...

Today was again a disasterous/ okay day. The okay part would have to be the part where I feel that the guys in my class are very nice to me... Words of encouragement and a whole lot of teasing involve. I like this feeling. It makes me feel like I have a lot of big brothers. (Or rather big sisters) I feel pretty much protected. :) It's a good feeling. However, the worst part of today would have to be the parts where I didn't finish my physics test, I haven't finish my IT, I had to wear killer heels,I had an oral presentation where I can't stop saying "la" and of course the worst part....my driving. I mati engine again...on the LDP...I know I'm noob...shut up k?? Today suppose to be my last class. However, the instructor said I will never be able to drive even if I add on 5 to 6 lessons. I just realise after these few weeks of trying to drive, I failed because I had developed a fear towards driving. Mostly because of that accident last year where I was traumatised. I decided to quit driving in case I break my backbone as I can feel that I had badly injured my spine because of the tension concentrated on my nerves. I gave up on it completely. I will learn again, if I have the time and interest to learn again. For now, I'm just gonna quit.

Okay, rewinding to days that were similar to today's. The week during the holidays and the week after the holidays were fantastic!! Not much work involved till the end of the week...then it turned into the devil...OMG...

24th March 2010:

Rest Day- went to Mid Valley with my parents. I just love jigsaw puzzles...don't you?? I'll show pictures soon on how I completed a damn cool jigsaw puzzle in less than 3 hours.

25th March 2010:

It was back to work again. I returned to Taylor's just to finish off my IT project. I know..Damn hard working right??

26th March 2010:

A bit of homework and at night, I went out with Kar Tong, Kitty/Kari sotong!! Lolx...jk. Boy...do we have our troubles..we were two emo dude trying to get past our emo state... we ate sakae sushi but didn't watch a movie. Not because we're emo-ing like shit but the cinema kinda burned down a little. I made an assumption that maybe it got burned down because some of the employees did not get payed well enough.

27th March 2010:

Emo time starts. DIE!!! Went back to Batu Pahat today because of Ching Ming. As usual...I slept from KL to Johore. WOHOO!! My mum then decides to nag me for not doing any work during the holidays...I was like WTF...shut the F up...I only rested on Wednesday. I just ignore her like I always do... However, I received the most shocking news yet... My mum is deciding to move to Melbourne with me when I go to Melbourne to study... I wanted to die on the spot like seriously jump off the building. After 6 years of no freedom and still counting, I don't get to go overseas myself and live with my aunt and learn to be independent? Why can't she accept that I need my own freedom?? I just hope she doesn't migrate there. If she does...BYE BYE WORLD, I WILL MISS YOU NOT!!

28th March 2010:

Came back from Batu Pahat and already so damn tired...got lectured by my mother again. I'm lucky to not have a multi-task brain. I was reading the whole time, not listening to a word she says. Then in the evening, I had to attend my future sister-in-law's sister's wedding dinner. I was entertained at least. What?? It was the first time I've been to a wedding dinner... I was fasinated by everything. Besides, I got VIP seats, so who cares?? I got stuck with a table full of people who are in their 60's or 70's. I was entertained by the way they talk to each other. Real fun to watch. :)

29th March 2010:

First day back in Taylor's. It was rather relaxing as the workload had yet to come crashing our skulls to pieces.

30th March 2010:

The "Operation Switch Class" came... OMG!!!The new class sucks!! Then I skipped driving to go to Winanga-Li graphics team meeting. The awesomeness of not going driving lessons!!

31st March 2010:

The work start kicking in and I'm falling deeper into shit.

1st April 2010:

One of the worst days of my life. although April Fool's suppose to be one of my favourite day of the year, I was crushed today. No one pranked me...well...except for the genius miss sukhminder...then because of the Winanga-Li meeting on tuesday, I took my driving lessons today. First of all...I mati engine twice...on the road... then my leg cramped halfway because I couldn't step on the clutch and I overstretch my legs (This is what you get when you have short legs) and what's worst? The instructor just ignored me..then my day just keeps getting better. It rain and I couldn't see the road...the feeling of being stuck on the road an not being able to see properly is the worst thing ever!! After that, I was stuck finishing the draft. I did the draft till...

2nd April 2010:

..(continued) 5 in the morning... by then, my brain was fried... The rest of the day, I spent sleeping and emo-ing over my horrible experience... the most unforgettable one would have to be the rejection by a guy I met. SCREW HIM! I've seen better days and this is definitely not it. But thankfully, I had Qi Qi and some of the other guys to cheer me up. Thanks to the tall guy who owns the Burberry bag!! I love Burberry ... :) The rest of the day was quite blur to me because, I slept all the way... WEE!! That's what Fridays are for.

3rd April 2010:

Again, I was attack by the suckiest scenario ever!! I went to Japanese class and guess what?? I had a new teacher and she's Japanese too...I was kinda shock because when I went in the class, she was like asking me some weird thing that I couldn't understand. I must have gave her the stoniest stare ever...because she laughed...well at least she's a woman. After that, me and my dad went to the 100 Japanese invention exhibition thing in the National Art Gallery... Waste of time.. I learned nothing...I thought I would see some robotics demonstration or maybe something related to my "future career"...but it was a letdown. :( But two good things happened today. I got the tablet PC I always wanted!! Wee!! It is so uber cool. I can't wait to install my CS4 so that I can get some photoshop wonders going...The other good thing was the mini jigsaw puzzle!! That's it...I'm officially obsessed!! It really made my day!!

4th April 2010:

Having the TV, computer, laptop and projector as the major part of my life now is making me blind...I can't really see much nowadays...I need to get my eyes fixed!! PRONTO! The reason why I was facing the computer 24/7 was...Winanga-Li covers!! I actually found some really good pictures to photoshop and it looks damn awesome now!!! However, I don't think mine is as nice as Jer's... His are awesome...

5th April 2010:

Everything on the tablet PC is now free to be used...except for the Internet...Yerr... However, I played with the tablet and it was uber cool...I can't wait to install photoshop...but kinda lazy...

6th April 2010:

Qi Qi was missing today...OMG...the worst day ever!! I was bored like shit. I like to sit next to a few people in my class...one of them is of course Qi Qi, cause he doesn't bother me and he gives me response when I need them, sometimes, good entertainment...the other is of course Wai Wai, because of the same reason...he's amusing to watch. People who talk too much... get lost!! Haha, joking la...anyways, that's why today, Wai Wai is my buddy for the day!!

7th April 2010:

the photoshop workshop was OK....I had fun!! :)

" Jessica Alba... now hot in Taylor's"

Wai Wai was shaking his head..and I was laughing very hard.. SS...then of course...I met Qi Qi's girlfriend today. She was very nice. :)

So yea...that's basically what happened... oh yea...one thing I haven't mention about...I'm officially the best target to be bullied...the whole class full of guys gang up on me and came up with this column in our facebook page called : " V-Ki's Amusing Musing"....the faggots were planning to have a franchise selling my quotes printed on T-Shirts...and the quotes aren't even that funny.. However, I do like the name...I even came out with the name VAMPIRE ...V-Ki's Amusing Musing emPIRE...What will I do without crazy classmates/ bodyguards??

Mission of this month: Buy that shirt that says "GIRLS RULES BOYS DROOLS" and wear it to college...then camwhore with every guy in the class....wee!!!

Oh yea...one more thing...notice my title??? The reason why I need bubble milk tea everyday is because...It's my anti-stress potion...I need it to survive!!Thank god for placing a bubble tea shop right in front of Taylor's...It's a lifesaver...TAKEAWAY ROCKS!!

$$$ Money

2010-03-23T18:58:00.004+08:00

Here's something to think about...I'm in a blogging mood today...

How much do you spend on your personal school project??

Me?? My spending on personal school projects are insane!! So, the most I spent on is on my art project last year... I spent nearly up to RM 200... Now what brought up this topic?? ESL la!!

So far. I wasted about RM40 di...Because I signed up to be a member of the MPPJ library to use the freaking damn facility there and I spent RM12 on the Photostatting shit today...

-___-

I don't see what's the point of me being a member when I'm going off to Australia next year. Yerr...waste of money... Geram Geram...Shitty project that I have to do...

OK...my anger is released...You can continue with your normal life now and out of my Drama-drama mood swing world.. Thanks for reading the psycho murderer blog...

I nearly Died!!!

2010-03-23T18:16:00.002+08:00

OMG..I just came back from my first experience DRIVING on the road.
My legs are still shaking now...Damn those people who horned me...Go to Hell!!
At least I only had like 3 horns only...people are quite nice...

However, although this is like my 5th or 6th lesson..I still can't quite relax my muscles..My instructor was once again pissed off with me :(

" Driving is suppose to be relaxing!!"

Well, it's not for me!!

That's why I prefer cycling...It's so easy!! Seriously...everyone, listen to me and cycle!! Together we can bring the car nation down...That way, I don't have to drive anymore...PLEASE!! I beg you to!!

Ok...today I just drove around the DJ and Taman Megah area...I was sweating all the way...and my brain was super numb...couldn't think straight... I was very blur case and quite duh- duh... Didn't know what was happening...It was a miracle how anyone is still alive...and I didn't mati engine!! Nearly but didn't!! Hah!! In your face!!!

And I'm quite proud of one thing that happened today actually...I didn't stop at the last red light!! Wee!! He was like..."Ok..You can drive home now"...and I was like: " Really?? " *ZOOM!!*

Lolxx...I seriously have major issues with driving... I keep thinking I'll die!! I dunno if I'll ever get my licence... Maybe if I keep failing, my parents won't send me to learn...

Plan for the year: Keep failing driving test until parents give up. Yay!!

Anyways, today not only did I went for driving la..I also tried to do some work for my ESL project in the MPPJ library...this reminds me so much of the Seni Project...so long and annoying...Which reminds me...I got back my Seni Project!!

Yesterday...I went back to DU and manage to get Encik Megat to remember me and hand me back my project...oh ho ho...it is so going to be in my folio for submission for the portfolio I'm sending over to RMIT as application into the university!! It's so awesome!! Encik Megat was proud of me..haha...A+ for seni in a freaking science class...Although he's a kinda miang teacher...but I like him!! He extended my due date..for SOOOO LONGG!! Because my freaking project failed quite a number of times...Refer to last year's post for the long story..

I ROCK SHIT!! I didn't even know I can draw things like that...It's just crazy to see again...My dad wanna frame it up... the first time my parents wanna frame something I draw up. lolxxx... Such an honour...

:D I'm a happy girl.

ただ君を愛してる

2010-03-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

ただ君を愛してる - Tada Kimi no Aishiteru

この映画わほんとにため!

宮崎　あおい　-Aoi Miyazaki-

玉木　宏　- Hiroshi Tamaki-

この映画わほのとにため。映画の宮崎　あおいかわいいです！すべての日本の女優わためでう!　どうして？わたしはわかりません!

Kono ega wa honto ni tame. Ega no Aoi Miyazaki wa kawai desu! Subete no nihon no joyuu wa tame desu! Doushite? Watashi wa wakarimasen!

This movie is really good and Aoi Miyazaki is really pretty. All Japanese actresses are so good! Why?? I really don't understand...

Must be some special training they give to the actress....

I have a new blog!!

2010-03-21T14:50:00.002+08:00

Well, people, I have a freaking new blog!!
Haha, go check it out... It's linked to this blog...
Why do I have a new blog?? The reason is written there...

Basically, in this post, I wanna tell you a few things about this current blog and my new blog, just to let you know a bit about the two...

Cookiemurderer.blogspot.com
Hahaha...the name is from the very beginning!! I don't know how I came up with it, but I just love it so much and it's easy to remember.
Lynnette helped me out with the blog for some time at the very beginning, until I got the hang of it and TADAA, ever since then I've been blogging. Although not very often, but at least it's something. In this blog, I mostly blog about my life, my complains, my whining, my thoughts and opinions on things...It's like a public diary..lolxx
I'm actually surprised that people actually read it... but haha...never leave comment one... -___-
I got spammed once or twice but hey, no hard feelings...

One thing I have to say about this blog is the uniqueness of it...I bet some of you guys didn't notice THE THEME OF THE BLOG...
I actually thought it was quite creative la...Not meh?? Refer:
Below are the true meaning behind those gadgets...
Machine Gun: Continuous, so it's like a chatter box that never stops...haha
Alibi: The people to prove I'm "innocent"!
Solved cases: Basically means the past.

Hence, it matched the theme of "murderer"...haha...so cute!! *sorry la, perasan a bit*

Then, the things you have to know about the new blog..
It is called Coffeehunter.blogspot.com
I actually came up with a bunch of names when I started cookiemurderer.. coffeehunter is one of them...
I had names like :
- Lollipop Licker
- Vanilla Digger
- Chocolate Fanatic
- Ice Kacang Queen

Haha...yeap...so cute right?? But I still liked cookiemurderer, lollipoplicker and coffeehunter the best...

Now the thing about this new blog is that it's going to be filled with randomness...
I'm going to blog about pictures, photos, video, books, fashion and other stuff as such..It's like a mini magazine. So, if you're like Justin who do not appreciate my good effort, please don't visit the new blog. Other than that, I also don't advise you to if you're not a frequent magazine reader.

However the most unique place about this blog is that, it's in different languages.

Anyhow, now that you know about both the blogs, I shall let you know one last thing before I finish up this long-winded post, Cookiemurderer is still going to be my main blog so continue visiting please!!

Rub That Genie Lamp

2010-03-21T01:19:00.012+08:00

Here's a dumb question:

IF YOU WERE GIVEN A CHANCE TO HAVE A SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE??

Hmmm... Isn't that interesting??

There's so many choices to pick from..

But this would be interesting though....

TELEKINESIS!! WEE!!

Fly stone....FLY!!

Lolxx...It would be the coolest thing ever when I don't even have to get up and go downstairs to get a glass of water for myself..I can be super lazy and still get things done...ain't that superb?? The best thing is when I can lift heavy objects such as cars and throw at anyone who tries to bully me!! NO MORE BULLIES!!

Then of course, who could forget the very cool power of MIND READING??

I would love to know what really goes through people's mind... like Edward Cullen in Twilight.. Although I hate the movie, I do love the book... It would really be cool if I could look into people's mind and see what they really think. Although it might hurt like shit to know if they're lying, but that way you would know who your true friend is. Besides that, not only can you look into people's mind, you can edit their memory... Consider the situation below:

A(Anonymous): Hey V-Ki, did you finish your assignment already??

V : Oh no!!! I forgot to do...

*****

T(Teacher): Please hand in your assignment

V: *buzz buzz buzz*

A: *Hands in assignment*

T: What is this??

A: Assignment??

T: When did I say need to do??

Tada!! Wee.....that will seriously be so cool...MEMORY MANIPULATION

Besides that, maybe being a SHAPE SHIFTERS would be cool too...Imagine...You being anyone in the world at any time you want!! I can be Barrack Obama for a day, maybe be Mr. Woon for a day, Megan Fox for a day then maybe a cat for a day...WEE... Just like Professor Mcgonagall in Harry Potter

Hey hey... the list is never ending.. What about having FORCE FIELDS?? like Violet from the Incredibles?? So fantastico...

Here's another cool one...HEALING ABILITY....Imagine yourself never dying? I would love that...

Haha...then what else ar?? Maybe I can also be like Zack from the Sky High movie and Glow in the dark...WEE!! hahahaha...

Time travelling, Teleportation, Super speed... You name it...

Everyone will pick differently what they want...

However, honestly, I guess my very first choice would have to be INVISIBILITY

Being the cheeky girl I am, anyone would expect me to pick this superpower...I mean duh?? I love to spy don't I?? Everyone loves to spy... Imagine me go playing pranks on people and eavesdropping.. it's so totally me!! Wee...

It's Just So Totally Me...Look!! That just me..right over there!!

Wee....

2010-03-20T01:24:00.005+08:00

I'm happily surviving in S3 until today...
Ming Hui's departure has officially spoiled my day...I'll be the only girl left with a bunch of jakoonas...
A bit scared to know what's going to happen in the future.
ANYHOW...I know it'll still have an element of fun though.
I mean look at the bright side, since the ratio of my class is basically 1:20, I get to bully 20 guys at once. Isn't that superb?? Lol
Haha..I just checked my facebook class page just now, they agreed to put their girl names as their positions so ahhaha....wee...so fun!!
I think Ryanna sounds nice but it's not an existing name so...Ryan shall have the name Brianna...Cause it sounds like Ryanna. Anyways I shall blog about what happened the last few days.

Monday:
The proposal of going to the zoo excited me as I thought it was quite a cool idea, but some of them didn't think so, so I guess it was a stupid idea after all. Things I come out with...maybe they're just lame. =( Anyways, it really don't matter because when I found out the rates, the idea has has to go down the drain.

Tuesday:
We changed idea and decided to go on a tour of KL instead of the zoo. Actually it was a good idea too, because some of them had not seen KL yet so...Vikram just somehow officially became the organiser, which was a good thing because it makes things falls in places and became much easier and organised. The only problem is his small talks in between the briefing is kinda long-winded. My dad was furious because I came out about 15 minutes late and was like scolding me: " You know you have driving lesson some more come out so slow...". So kena marah, don't care la. So when I reach home, instructor already there, so started driving lesson immediately although I was about to sleep di. -___- so tired... Mati engine once, because I was too sleepy and wasn't paying attention. I think he was pissed with me, but I don't really care di.

Wednesday:
Today I was quite screwed for IT...I don't know what I was doing and to make matters even worse, Wai Wai was laughing at me. Yerrr!! Geram betul... So then the only interesting thing that happened today was Felina came over to Taylor's to tumpang Joanne's car back, she was very hot so she was like: "I very hot la, can I tumpang your class for air conditioner?" "Sure, come la, but beware you know, got colour wolf (not the exact phrase but something like that)" "never mind, just need air conditioner only...." haha...but the time she was standing inside IT lab, all the guys was like *grin grin* especially Andrew.. -___- the worst part was:

F: Eh, ehe, your class got hot guys or not?
V: Where got? You see la, got meh??
J: Wah, Felina, is that the only thing you look for?
F: Aiya, see only ma.
V: Then which one, you tell me? The green shirt?
F: Yea, yea, I wanted to say that one.
V: Yea, memang la that one, then who else, who else?
F: The black shirt one also not bad
V: *Looks over* (Several black shirt dude) Which one?
F: At the corner one, but a bit small boy lar his look...
V: *nearly choke* I think you better go...your eyes a bit siao liao... BYE BYE! Go send Joanne off yea...

The "green shirt one" referred to Jer. This one normal la, with his Korean looks, he's a favourite, but then.....the "black shirt one"...NO COMMENT...hahaha...

Thursday
Today suppose to be a happy day. Taylor's off for stupid reason and we were going for our first class trip ever!! But then...something just have to happen...curse myself for having stomach ache in the morning. All the research I done on those places we were visiting...wasted! Yerr...how I hate myself..Then after I ate panadol and went to sleep, I woke up at about 10.00 and was feeling better buy not all that well yet. I took the opportunity to go back to school to get all my results certified and everything to end for remarking and then ate lunch. I then proceed back to Taylor's to see if I can help with anything but by the time I went back, they were already done with their tour. I mean Wai Wai's team and Jenn's Team la. Vikram I presume is still enjoying pestering the tourists in Putrajaya, so being the chicken as I am, I push aside my errand ( enquire about Taylor's scholarship) and went to the web to try to work on my database. There, aiyo, kena bullied by Andrew and Wai Wai. I know your IT very good ok? no need to laugh at me!! But ok la, they helped me a bit... a bit only...hee hee... I managed to finish it and there goes another day. Time just pass so fast... At night, I was cramming my brain for things to write on the detailed outline for my english project. I suck..I thought just a bit only but turns out to be quite a lot... I'm a loser... I worked till 2 am, then cannot tahan di, then went to sleep.. I'm really getting damn old. I used to stay up the whole night not sleeping just to study and go to school. Oh well, What to do??

Friday
Finally finished my detailed outline at 7am... I woke up at 5 something to do...This better be worth it!! So today I was quite emo despite the fact that everyone was in high spirits. (Because of Michael Chao Video) lolxx... I was sad because it was Ming Hui's last day.... I'm going to be the only one girl (Last Girl Standing) left to finish the computer engineering combination of the South Australian Matriculation course (Jan Intake) I mean...How pathetic is that?? So first Ryan, Beat , then Michael and Ming Hui.. How sad is that??. I don't know how to answer that. Maybe I'm the one who jinxed the people to go....am I?? am I??? Let's see...

Ryan : started to get close then boom!! Gone...
Beat: quite close di...then boom!! Gone...
Michael: brother di then boom!! Gone...
Ming Hui: only girl left with me then boom!! Gone...

Yeap, no doubt, it's me... -___-

The random two things I just need to blog about

2010-03-14T19:12:00.002+08:00

The List of Beautiful Names:
1) Andrew = Andrea
2) Chin Wai = Wai Wai
3) Vikram = Vikramisha (Misha)
4) Jeremy = Jerlene
5) Fariz = Farizah
6) Mun Keat = Keatleen
7) Jenn Hwan = Jenny
8) Kheng Yu = Kelly
9) Chris = Christina (Akugila)
10) Ehsan = I forgotten...Sonia or something..should be Sandra or something
11) Victor = Victoria
12) Jun Hann = Honey (Hani)

Potential Names:
Soo Kun should be Qi qi (SK-II Model/Spokeperson: his initials!!)
Huey Teck should be Tila Tequila (Teck-ila) OMG..sexy!! lol
Jun Yi should be June Yee (sounds girly to me)

However, I still can't think of any names for Hwee Sing, Weng Hoe, Siam Seng and Mr. Woon :(

This is quite Frustrating...

Err...OK....what's the second thing I wanted to blog about again?? I forgotten..ARGHHH!! Oh yea... I think it was related to Justin... That bastard!! He said my blog wasn't interesting..As if blogging about a man with two penis is interesting?? Go eat shit Justin!!

So... Very Interesting, I'm now getting bullied everyday by the guys in my class... They came up with this "Quote of the Day" which is so so annoying shit!! Yeerr...

I hope they won't start writng my quote of the day on my blog to spam it...or else I'll be doomed!!

11 & 12 of March 2010

2010-03-12T21:52:00.015+08:00

11 March 2010

Today was the long-awaited dooms day!! I was feeling nothing until nearing 9.30am. It was then where my stomach started to make funny noises. Before I left for school, I packed up my old SPM books and notes to bring along with me to sell to Huey Jing... and in the process, I notice something very unusual. I have colours, pictures, diagrams, tables, and everything under the sun in my notes. Funny thing is I don't remember any of them. I wonder where did I find the time to do all of the stuff..It's no wonder why I always complain I don't have time to study... OBSERVE...

My notes always got colour one...I wonder who borrowed me those highlighters...

My biology notes : The Skeletal System (Yeap..I got too much time)

Huey Jing's sister better appreciate what I gave her!

Haha...even test paper oso I draw so nice. They didn't even ask me to draw!! No wonder I can never finish my test paper on time.

History Notes... although it's so colourful, I still fall asleep reading it.. Why ar?

Oh. boy...I'm crazy!!

My essay book. Pn. Shalini is the best english teacher ever! She asked us to write the weirdest things for essay: 1) Organ donor 2) Valentine's Day 3) King of Pop, MJ's death, 4) A ghostly encounter... But ever since college, english has been dull.

Haha... good illustration, not good essay. lolxx

Even my maths book got colour...oh god.

hahaha...every page has a line at the side. I miss drawing those lines..

My moral notes... colourful...

So then, I reached school with my mini skirt and 2 big bags of books...in heels!! I was awaiting anxiously with my friends. and then of course, we had a crappy talk by Pn. Norsham, then result time!! When I looked at my results, the first thing I did was scream!! I didn't fail my sejarah!! OMG...that was the wow moment!! Then I went to look at the rest of the results, I was quite happy with myself considering how much I slacked in class. I passed everything!! I went straight outside to call my mum and told her the "good news" apparently, after that call, I was quite upset. She didn't say anything nice to me and said: " 7 only?? " OMG... what else does she want from me?? So then nevermind la, I go celebrate with my friends...

The road I walk everyday to tuition: I miss it. We walked to the tuition centre. No photos yet, but will post up once I get hold of it.

So basically after that, the whole bunch of us went to OU to enjoy ourself and had a great time!! wee!! I'm glad I take a day off and went back. Those people that didn't go back missed out on the experience and the drama-drama in between. :)

12 March 2010 - Jenny's birthday
Well, after yesterday afternoon of hanging with my friends, when I got back home...kena from parents. They were telling me how well my cousin scored and how I could have scored better if I studied harder. My aunt was so right... she sent an sms to me from Australia saying this: " Congratulations and well done. But I know it's not enough for your mother" How very true. SEE?? EVEN HER OWN SISTER SAY THAT...DOES THAT MEAN SOMETHING?? Anyhow..I was quite emo after that and so that morning..I also emo..but then as the day proceed, I felt better.

Mr. Woon's class: Andrew pretending to listen

Hwee Sing the Dai Ko

Fariza: NO.1 WOMANISER (the rojak)

Ehsan took my camera and took pictures of them modelling: FAIL!!

Mr. Woon :)

Piggy can't go anywhere!!

So since it was Jenny's birthday, we let him decide where to eat. We went "MC'D" lolxxx..Beatrice and I thought MED is MC'D lolxxx..what?? it looks like it in the signboard. lolxx.. when we were there, coincidentally, we met Pei Nee's class people. Joanne, Kong Yao, Ming Xian and Pei Nee was the only 4 person I know in that table. Haha. Just nice... Pei Nee always wanted to see my classmates. So I pointed out everyone to her.

Capt. Jenny and Ehsan camwhoring with the present!

Vikram, the purpose of counting 123 is not to show off I know maths but for you to not blink!! When you hear "two", please pop out your eyes!!

We're in front of Big Ben!!

Christina Akugila!! hahaha...

This is my share of the chocolate..Fantastic!! Thank you Jenny!!

The Present!!

Chris's drink

Awww....EHSAN, JEREMY and ANDREW..

So by the time college was over, they all decided that they want to be awake and we all went Sunway Pyramid with high spirit!! That's how they are whenever they heard the word "play" and then all their worries and whining will magically vanished (Andrew's magic word is "girls")...lolxx..me, ming hui and Chris arrived there first. I was looking at the skating rink...SO tempted to go!! but then the guys don't wanna go because they're afraid of falling flat on their face... CHICKEN!! So then Ming Hui left to go find her friend and I was left to walk around with chris...I wanted to go shopping so Chris left me alone.. I found shoes!! But then no size!! Screw that shop. After that, I was suppose to meet them at TGIF, but I got lost and met Wai Wai halfway. So then we went TGIF together. Haha. I was making a lot of funny remarks but then Misha don't remembers them...too bad Misha!!

Had a good time with the guys. :) They're fun to hang out with.

Anyways, after our crazy lunch, we went bowling. :)

This was my first time bowling and it was...interesting....haha...lots of crotch grabbing going on and a lot of shoe throwing...OMG...I really love the ASS TREE (S3)... hahaha... I wouldn't trade anything for it. :)

Jerlene's sexy!!

ooooo...Getting COZY are we?? (Misha and Andrea)

Pro-Bowler Ehsan... with the pink bubblegum!!

Hahaha...look at Jer's face... He look so happy!!

Farizah!! What's making you smile ar?? Must be Andrea...

Bowl!

YOU TWO ARE CAUGHT TOGETHER AGAIN!! Andrea!! Don't be a two timer!! I know you love Misha

I love Ehsan's recycle T-shirt

Awww...Ehsan!! :)

Wow!! Ada pose for strike...

Misha's new name: THE GUTTER KING!!

Wai wai bowling will cross leg one wor...hahaha

Fariza confronting Misha about Andrea... the LOVE TRIANGLE!! (I really should go into script writing!! I can make something out of nothing!! STROKE OF GENIUS!!)

EHSAN!!

Andrea...why you bowl and hold your shoe???

After the disturbing game, Jerlene offered to send some of us, including me back, so off we go!! I was stuffed between Misha and Chris...wee!! Imagine what my mum will say... I can't imagine...XD

The Jam!! Fail of the day: wanna take more pictures, NO BATTERY!! There was also the other fail of the day!! Even with the GPS, Jer still got us lost... But I managed to get home save and soundly nearing 8pm?? All in all, a good day!

P/S: If you are wondering why are they having girly names like Wai wai and Misha, it was because I was bored and needed more "girl friend" in my class.. Henceforth I gave them girl names... the best part?? I also have a term for the group: JAKOONAS!! oooo...SEXAY!!

The disappointing fall into darkness

2010-03-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

Today was SPM result day. I did sucky, that's all I'm saying.
Well, not exactly me, but my mum mainly.
She sounded so annoyed and disappointed with me.
I don't even want to talk to her...
It's a very sad thing.... *depress*

Yesterday, I was given news that I did made it to the callbacks for the Performing Arts Society of Taylor's. I was quite happy but...
All because of today. Everything was gone. Poof!
Because my mum decided not to let me join anything.
Dumb SPM!
Depressed now. *sobs*

Roller Coaster Ride

2010-03-06T21:24:00.002+08:00

I'm really starting to get annoying... Hell yea!!
Haha. This week was Hell for me.
Monday~
I went to the dentist and apparently came back with bad news where the dentist said I might need to do a surgery to remove my wisdom tooth. I'm weird, wisdom tooth coming out so fast one?? Anyways, he said I might need to endure a whole lotta pain for the coming months, I mean hell, it's already hurting like shit so far, I wonder how painful it's going to be as time pass. It's very swollen and it hurts whenever I chew. That's why these days I've receive more scoldings from my brother more than ever:" EAT FASTER!!" Yerr...annoying fellow!

Tuesday~
I totally screwed my driving...I was still damn tense... I wonder if I'll ever get the damn thing...especially when I nearly got bang again and got scolded for not stoping when I'm not suppose to stop...ok...I shouldn't complain so much...so I should like stop now...

Wednesday~
Despite my effort of going all the way to the other Taylor's campus (Leisure Commerce Square), I failed miserably at my attempt of making into the performing arts society. It was a dumbe choice to sleep for only 4 hours the night before your audition...the comment from the director was: " You were better the last time we saw you, today you seem like you have no energy." Well duh! I didn't have lunch I studied quite a bit and I cracked my brain during spec maths and tried to memorise the damn long script that I have. Oh well...that was actually not the worst part...The worst part was the group audition. Man, do girls have to be a bitch to get what they want? They deformed my shoe and pushed me several times...Yerr... Don't like girls like that. I guess spontaneous was the best thing for me, not script memorising. *Thanks for being there at every step of the way. =) *

Thursday~
Today, things lighten up for me. Although I'm in a class full of guys, thank God they're the sensible type of guys where they actually ask how was my audition, listened to my unreasonable amount of whining and willing to cheer me up. Awww...and what did I do in return?? Give them girl names!! WEE!! hahaha... I'm back to my annoying self di. I can actually clearly understand now why people don't wanna date me. Hee hee...So anyways, I went to AusEd with my mum today to check out some stuff regarding my entry to Royal Melbourne Institude of Technology(RMIT) the place where I'll be heading after SAM. So I was told that I only need a TER 75 to get in...well, achieveable. I think.. Wee...I can't wait till next year 28th February 2011. Fantastic!!

Friday~
Haha. Today was interesting. Firstly I failed Physics then I failed maths...wow...two in a row...So that was not the point...The point is I just realised the mind tearing fact that TER 75 is not easy to get afterall. Later today, I was spending some girl time with Pei Nee and her friends, I mean at least I did not cancel off all contacts with girls, or else the guys in my class is really trying to turn me into a lesbian... They're brainwashing me with Girls Generation and Peter Chao. (Now I'm addicted to it di...damn!) Haha. Just joking lar. Anyways, I went with Pei Nee to the SAM Fiesta at night and hell, I didn't wear pants... I wanted to dance so badly and go show off some skill but then not in pants that night so yea... didn't wanna fall on my face with the heels. Haha. I had fun. That's all I can say. The music was sucky but the dance floor always saves the day!

Saturday~
SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY...I'm going to regret doing so, but at the moment I just don't care. PETER CHAO!!

I happy/unhappy

2010-02-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today, in the morning, I was freaked out of my mind...I totally screwed my driving lesson and kena scolded shit. I hate driving, I'm just not good at it and I have a fear of it! Why can't my mum just let me quit?? ARGHH....

But after that, I went out with Ming Hui to OU. It was a holiday afterall, why not enjoy it?? It was a great outing with her as she is actually quite cool to hang out with. :)

We went shopping. YAY!!

Well that was the happy part of the day, however, when it was about 6 something just now, I received news that I didn't made it for the next callback afterall but was encouraged to go for another audition. I wonder if I should go. I'll die!! THINKING...

EMO....sorry...I was really hoping that I could make it. :(

*sigh* what to do??

SO SCREWED

2010-02-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

OMG, the nerve-wrecking audition has finally passed!!
I was having 10 bunnies jumping around my stomach just now...woah!! I know...But because I had those bunnies jumping around, that means I have bunny foot = good luck... wee!! I mean, my audition was horrible, I did fuckingly bad but, at least I didn't faint on the spot...that's good right??

I need to get my JJ magazine!! I'm addicted di...oh shit....I'm addicted to many things...Is that even normal?? haha... Let's see..

I'm addicted to bags like ehsan and my sister is to shoes
I'm addicted to ice kacang and use to eat them for lunch everyday in high school
I'm addicted to shopping!! Especially discounted items
I'm addicted to T.V.
I'm addicted to Jay Chou
I'm addicted to Japanese Drama
I'm addicted to certain guys (Shu Qing!!)
I'm addicted to everything but bittergourd

lolxxx...Basically, I'm turning into a shopaholic D:

ARGHHHH!!!

Yea...I ran out of things to crap. The "CRAB MACHINE" has broken down... It will be repaired soon. :D

In the Web

2010-02-25T15:12:00.002+08:00

I'm in the WEB now...with Ming Hui and Koala Kheng :)

Web is a place in Taylors where we can use the internet system here for free. I've lost my touch for blogging di. Ever since my internet at home became cacat-ed, I don't post up photos anymore...Notice?? So maybe blogging in a new place will give me OOMPH...

Well, today is quite an exciting day for me because, I finally found the courage to submit my name to the Graphics team for Winnangali and I'm trying out for the sort-of-Drama Team of Taylors later since dance club is kinda like....yerr.. Anyways, I thought maybe I should go back to my old roots and the play is kinda interesting..it is adapted from the Twelfth Night by William Shakespeare (Very similar to She's the Man-with Amanda Bytes). If I'm lucky, I hope I get the role of Viola, then I would have/ get to act like a guy, and because I got a whole classroom of guys as reference, I think it'll be fun. Haha, me as a guy?? Easy to imagine!! hee hee so fun!! :) (If I get a part, Kheng Yu will promise to buy me ice-cream and if I don't get a part, Kheng Yu will promise to buy me 2 ice creams to console me...WEE!! ) So anything else that is special? Oh yea, tomorrow is a holiday!! Thank you SAM for giving us Australian Holidays and Malaysian Holidays!! Starting to love some parts of SAM... So yea, since Fariz is not going rock-climbing tomorrow, I'm basically free. Aww...since Fariz not going rock-climbing..sorry Ryan, the trip is cancelled, you came back from taiwan school for nothing... haha :)

Anything else exciting?? I don't think so, maybe I'll think of something later so maybe later I'll blog again then. :)

Don't vote for anyone for student council!! It's discriminating to judge people!!

I falling for you (C.C) ...Love this song

2010-02-24T21:09:00.007+08:00

I usually try not to love anything unless it's really my calling (known through instincts) but recently I'm super proud to say that I'm falling deeper in love with 3 of the most manly guys in my class.

This year, at the beginning of the year, I was undecided on what to take. I know I wanted to take SAM because MUFY was more expensive and AusMat is kinda like no standard, (no offence). But then, what combination?? At first, when I saw the list of things to take, many things went through my mind:

- BIOLOGY?? (LOVE it...but not good at it)
- CHEMISTRY?? (FUC*ING NO!!!!)
- PHYSICS?? (HAVE TO! because it was my best subject among the science subject)
- ECONOMICS??(No clue what it is about but I don't like memorising and this subject sounds like it require a lot of brain storage)
- ACCOUNT??(It will be my favourite class because I can sleep all the way)
- IT??(Maybe I have the genes for it)
- SPECIALIST MATHEMATICS?? (Sounds like fun!!)

So I then narrowed it all down to:
(1) Engineering science combination
(2) Computing engineering combination

I dreaded to take chemistry, but if I take (1), I can go Sri Hartamas campus as many DU-rians are there. But then I know that if I take Chemistry, I'll sleep in class...then what's the point?? However, if I take (2) I'm forced to stay in the Subang Jaya campus and computers aren't really my thing because I love my T.V. too much...Basically I was torn between the two.

In the end, I picked the unexpected one. No one would have guess that I decided on the computing engineering course because it was "unlikely" of me. Obviously, people don't know me well enough to know that I ain't that smart. People just assume I'll take the pure science combination. -___-

At the end of the day, I was really thrilled (so far), because in the course, I fell in love and that was what was keeping me in the course the whole time : Philippe, Spencer and Matthew...yay!! (NO doubt, I have finally found my calling!!)

Philippe = Physics
Spencer = Specialist Maths
Matthew = Maths

Lol. Haha, all the roundabout just to tell you that I love physics, spec maths and maths? You may hit the screen now if you want.

So far this is the best subjects I ever studied. I really dis not regret taking this course. However, on the negative side of the whole situation, I began to hate English (stupid investigative study) and I think Malaysian Studies is just pure crap. -__-

I really enjoy all the lectures. I sound like a nerd and turning nerdier by the second, but who cares?? I really enjoy it and I want to share my joy with everyone!!

Just to let you guys (old friends) know what I like in life and you can't just assume what I am from what you see. I always find it funny that somehow everyone is classified.
People classify me, and I hate that.People just assume I'm smart, but, the truth is, I'm smart in whole different way, not in STUDIES. Studies is a definite no no, but nobody ever believes me.

I really hope I can get this message to my parents. That you can't just assume your child is a superwoman that can achieve everthing in life, because that's not what I am.

I wanna be a HAPPY :)

2010-02-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

MY NEW GOAL FOR THE YEAR :

Since Ryan always call me emo girl. I shall prove you wrong Ryan!! I can be HAPPY everyday...

1) I shall reduce my amount of whining and complaining

2) I shall not think so much and just say whatever I wanna say

3) I shall say "yay" everyday from now on

4) I shall say awesome whenever someone ask me how's my day

5) I shall start calling people cute names like: KOALA KHENG

lol...

:)

If I start comparing myself to everyone, I'll end up dead.

2010-02-16T23:54:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm back from CNY. Funny how time always passes so fast when you're enjoying yourself. Well, still feeling kinda emo although after an exciting trip down to Batu Pahat. That's because I overheard some pretty nasty things about me.

Grandma: (In Chinese) *telling my bother* You getting married this year?

Brother: Yes, in May.

Grandma: Ah, good, good to marry early...have kids early...

Brother : *Quiet*

Grandma: ...Or else later end up like your father (My father)...have an extra burden to carry when he's so old already.

My heart was like cracking in half when I heard this. So all along I was the burden of the family then?? So it's better if I don't exist? I went through 17 years of shit for no reason??

Well, being the youngest in the family, and being brought up in a Chinese family that never gives any compliments, **Old traditional Chinese teachings believes what the elder says, the young will act opposite, that's why we're being criticised twice as much compare to the society**I'm always being compared to my older cousins and my older siblings.

"Oh, she's a doctor you know? You should be like her."

"Why can't you be more like your sister?"

"Even your brother can do better than you."

"Why do you have to do design when you have all the brains to do medicine?"

Oh please, I've heard enough of these bullshit to last my till my next life.

At first I was so upset when I heard this but then after mulling over the issue, I learned that if I start comparing myself to everyone I know, I might as well be dead. Because there are billions of people out there that are so talented. If I start comparing myself and changing myself to be them, I wouldn't be me anymore will I??

SO screw the world if they don't think I'm good enough.

I'M JUST BEING ME.

Once in a while, we need to get our heart broken in order to get stronger

2010-02-13T16:45:00.003+08:00

Well, in Batu Pahat now, my hometown. =)

Surprised that my relatives finally decided to get a computer WITH Internet. So I guess kampung are also developing then. Anyways, these few days, I'm so emo...I wasn't even happy when I was told I got highest in class for my maths. :(

What's wrong:
Beat's gone...
Aggrrhh...I know she told me before hand even before she was sure and I was the first to know and everything...but I really dunno how to survive without her in class... :(
THE STORY OF MY LIFE. SAD.
Then there's also the hateful rejection....OMG...I was being dumb and wasn't thinking straight I suppose...I told the guy I like I like him...GOT REJECTED GILA.
THE STORY OF MY LIFE. SCREWED.
I give up on guys..I don't get them. I get my physics book more than them any day. Screw him!! Fudiot.
Then of course. I was nearly killed by my mum. I went to pierce my ear... O: although she didn't say anything, I think she really wanted to slap my face.
THE STORY OF MY LIFE. EMO.

MORALE OF STORY: I can always count on my Diabolo. :)

I've decided to join the competition this year... :)
Hopefully it doesn't interfere with SAM too much...

What a great start to a new year. : /

Blog before the CNY break

2010-02-05T21:40:00.003+08:00

Well, I just thought I'll post a blog before I go for CNY break....(hmm....I really need to stop typing the dots before I get too use to it and start writing dots over my essays...)
Well, I suppose that's not the main point. The main point is what happened since my last entry.

Haha. Loads have happened since then. And it all happened super fast if I may add.
First of all, in college, we lost a member of the S3 family. :(
Ryan is gone.... kinda sad that he left. He was a nice guy. Don't really want to get into the details, but it was a stupid reason for his departure.

Other than that very sad incident, hmm.. SAM has decided to torture us by having tonnes of quizzes... OMG... I totally feel like I failed everything.. Never the less...I shall stick with my old moto then : AS LONG AS I PASS, I DON'T CARE.

Always the best thing to say to cheer me up.

Apart from that. Hmm...No practice for the next 2 weeks for Chinese Yo-Yo....but there's this Taiwan guy that's coming from Taiwan on the 22nd Feb. Aparently, I'm suppose to meet this guy because my coach says if I meet this guy, I'll see what true performing technic really is...I'm still thinking whether should I go or not. Once in a lifetime meeting this guy, but got college lar...

HMMMMMM.....

I'll think about it.

Well...Valentine's Day is coming up.... I see alot of potential people in college but...hmmm...It's either they're a jerk, a playboy, in a realationship or gay... *sigh*...SAD... Well, I think it's better to spend time collecting angpau rather than dating any guys anyways...so yea...you guys can save your chocolate money then... *flings hair*

So, all I have to say here is that if you have someone you love, tell them,'cause life's too short. And of course who could forget??

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Damn Wrong

2010-02-02T21:58:00.003+08:00

College is just so freaking wrong!!! I have no time to do anything anymore.. :(

However, there are somethings that actually motivated me to continue my "journey" with SAM...

Mr. Woon:
SUPER FUNNY SHIT teacher!!
He's so funny I actualy thank God for the existance of Spec Maths. I'm falling deeper in love with Spec Maths everyday. You should have seen what has he done to our calculators. Epic!!

Mr. Chan:
The very caring teacher.
He's so much more better than Pn. Ching. Thank God for good Physics teacher. He actually cares if you don't understand... Once again...I did not regret picking Physics as my core subject. Although I suck at Physics...hmmm... I MIGHT survive it in college.

Mr. James:
The only teacher who sweared (so far) and the most pro-girls teacher... haha...he complemented me when I went out to do the questions..

Mr. J: "This is very correct.."

The answer was so very wrong... lolxx

He was also the only teacher to ask me how was the course so far...I complained about the unreasonable amount of homework SAM has... lolxx...(That's what you get for slacking in high school. So don't slack!)... he just laughed.

Miss Rachel:
The teacher who expects absolute silence from a class full of guys. T___T
However..she's super nice and helpful in many ways.

Miss Sukhminder:
The teacher that's so freaking nice.
I passed up my assignment late and all she said was: It'll be recorded..
I dunno, but I expected an explosion...So since she didn't explode... PASS!!
She has good stress management too. If I were an IT teacher and 90% of the class was facebooking, I would have throw them all out already and pergi yam-cha.. lolxx..

SO.. those are some of the reason why I'm still surviving SAM...

Another reason is of course the unreasonably huge amount of hot chicks...(Steven...fyi, I think I will resume liking cendol now...)
JKJK...
Actually...this is the disadvantage of studying in Taylor's... More competition!!
lolxx...
Hot guys...err... So far---None...lol

But the best part of studying SAM is:
My classmates lar...
They are the best in the world. I couldn't ask for a better class. S3 ROCKS!!
We are always jamming in class... Music Monday... best!
We are always eating choki-choki
We are always eating lunch together.
We are always making noise and laughing so hard together...
Good times...Good times...
Since I was a "nomad" in high school...I'm seriously enjoying myself. Why did I EVER choose to be a nomad last time? I dunno.
So with the help of my classmates, I'm beginning to appreciate LANs class even more...it's like our bonding time...(especially today) ...With Taiwan guy around...Even funner... I mean how the heck did a Taiwan guy ended up with a bunch of crazy Malaysians in Malaysian Studies classes?? Epic..I also dunno how I ended up with a bunch of crazy boys... 20 of them somemore..haiz... At least they're nice boys...lolxx...*sarcasm*

Hopefully this continues to the end of the year...

I WILL SURVIVE... I HOPE.

No No Blogging.

2010-01-31T22:01:00.001+08:00

No Time To Blog!!!

Should I quit blogging? I dunno.

Life after Genting in January

2010-01-31T01:35:00.003+08:00

January went on full blast since coming back from Genting.
First and foremost was of course college:

13January 2010:
SAM was my ultimate choice ever since I heard about it from my sister. So basically, since I so kiam siap, between MUFY and SAM.. Of course I picked the cheaper one. lol. Anyways, the subject combination I picked for my course was...very unpredictable.
Of course, people just automatically assume I picked pure science. WRONG!~! You people don't know how wrong you are.
I picked : Physics, Maths, Specialist Maths, IT and English as my core sub.

How fun right? I know! I know nothing about IT, suck at physics and terrible at add maths. It is just going to be fun to watch how I die on the way when I TRY to finish my course. ARGHH..

But at least I won't fall asleep anymore in class. WHY? No chemistry mar... YAY!! I finally can drop chemistry completely! So freaking happy for that.

As expected (kinda)...I got assigned to a class full of guys. 20 of them. *swt* There's only another girl in my class with me ~ Beatrice. She's nice and very outgoing. Me like her already. :)

Mervin laughed at me. Dang him!

So...overall, it was a good start. I think I'm going to have fun with the guys. lolxx.. My first friend today: Ehsan! :) He's very nice!

Random: Saw Ve Kenn, Andrea, Scene Teng and Jeremiah today. What a small world.

14th January 2010:
Met all my lecturers. They seem nice :)
I met Beatrice's friends today: Philip & Jey
They're interesting.
Mervin joined us too. Still pissed at him for laughing at me.

15th January 2010:
I told the class all my lame jokes. Dumb jokes they are and surprising enough, they all laughed. Guess they're as lame as me then..because takes a lame dude to get another lame dude's joke. lol hahaha. Me and Beat had lunch with Ding ding today. OMG right? We're still actually studying in the same college. Hehehe...Stuck with me is a good thing Ba Ba!! Then, I went with Beat to ECA centre after college and we checked out the library... I so love the library!!
:)

16th January 2010:
6A Gathering. Today I met up with a few of my ex-classmate. Fantastic people we turned out to be :)
These are the people that came:
- Jonathan
- Ronald
- Si Jun
- Peng Xuan
- Eng Fai :) - my best childhood buddy
- Scene Teng
- Wei Ann
- Kuan Yong :)
- Wei Sern
- Joey
- Ian
- Kenny
- Jason

Wee!! We changed so much!! It's so cool...I always love reunions. :)

17th January 2010
I feel so guilty... I bought a pair of shoes for a stupid amount of cash... But dang it it was so worth every penny!!
I'm saving it for the wedding!!

18th - 22nd January
S3 totally rocks! I love my new class...but kinda tiring getting use to new faces and people..Besides that I kinda feel sad cause I'm trying to keep up with my new college schedules and everyone keep ajak-ing me to go out. I had to reject all of them just so I could keep up with my college...At some points this week, I felt like I'm being such a ditcher, but people must understand, I'm not superman. I can't please everyone. I didn't even get to talk to my family the whole week except for dinners, you expect me to attend to your every need? Sorry, I'm not superman....Moreover, I fell sick. There was this one night in particular, I had a fever. :(
But my lecturers were being very nice and my classmates too... I managed to pull through the week. Oh yea...we had another girl joining the class. yay! We have 3 girls now :)
Random: *My Taiwan relatives came by. I didn't even know I have relatives from Taiwan. Ain't that cool? I like talking to them..they have a very funny accent. Should go visit and kacau them sometime.. lol

23rd January 2010
My first Japanese class. All girls class. ^_^
Boring a bit though...
Finally after a long time of wanting to learn Japanese, my dad agreed to let me try it out.
I like studying languages, best thing ever!

26th January 2010
The class went to Bak Kut Teh today while Eng Hoe helped me out with Physics. We both failed miserably. :)
At least I'm not the only one that don't understand.
After school was the Orientation Party thing..one thing I notice about Taylor's is that they like to do things damn hugely. It's just a small event, but they actually have emcee and a camera crew there to film it down...like WOW... whatever for??
So since I signed up for clubs already and have nothing to do, me and Beat went with the guys to find this Jamming place..On the way...Beat left...and I was stuck with a bunch of guys that was crazy over their ukulele. lolxx. In the end, the place turned out to be directly opposite of Taylor's. *swt*
Anyways, still such a crazy person for libraries, I brought them all into the library. :)
Vikram enjoyed it.
After that, I ended up having tea with them in MED.
Random: Apparently, not only Sam thinks Ramli burgers are good, all the guys too... izzit just me or izzit guys with their crave for burgers? *Jeremy can't touch his toes.* lolx

27th January 2010:
I'm starting to enjoy lunch now...
Everyday, me and Beat will go out with the guys to try out different food. Quite cool...today we ate Rojak. Not bad. Must bring Sam to try when he comes back. But somehow...the cendol was just wrong... Ehsan is so cool...he has this Stitch voice that's so uber out of this world and of course, he jumps like he has flubber under his shoes. Oh yea...did I mention about this Taiwan guy in my class? He pokes my face everyday. Why do I have short hands? It's so unfair...*sigh*

30th January 2010:
Kinda pissed off in the morning. Out of no where, I kena scolded by my mum. Just because I didn't know that today suppose to be my brother's wedding punya food tasting. How the Hell am I suppose to know when everyone don't even bother telling me?? So since I already made plans that day, I had to cancel all my plans just to go to a food tasting that I don't even know about. :(
I had to cancel half of my Japanese class for my brother..he better buy me tons of ice- cream!
Anyhow... Jap class was a bore anyway...glad to come out of it. Beatrice was doing her AMALI. So I was glad I wasn't the only one having a bad day.
The food tasting went on for about 4 hours... :(
My god...Now I know why in the first place I always oppose the idea of getting married.
I was seated between the bride-to-be's parents (my future sis-in-law) and my parents. So basically, I have no say in how the food taste and I'm sandwiched between the VIP.. Scary. haha...one thing funny happened though. My dad was stuffing food to my brother's best man. I told my brother it was strategy to get him fat in case later he got fitter than my brother. lol.
So when i got back, i work my ass of to try to find sources for my English assignment. Nothing came about. I think I'm going to be so dead by the time May comes. *sigh*

Genting - January 2010

2010-01-19T18:51:00.004+08:00

Just days before one of the most important day of my life, guess where I went?

The place I loathed the most in this world.

Haiz, what's with people and Genting? As if Malaysia have no better place to offer like that.

But, Wai Wan leaving M'sia soon. That's why I'm sacrificing my precious time in Genting. It was her wish to go Genting one last time with her friends (Siew Ming,Hui Xian, Deepa and I) before leaving M'sia. :(

For the moment, I have no idea what's wrong with my damn computer, so no pictures for now.. Maybe later.

I thought the whole trip was stupid. Apart from the time I spent with my friends, I hated every second of it. Food expensive, drinks expensive, toothbrush expensive, everything also expensive lar... :(

10th January 2010:
-Le Theme Park de Boring. I hate roller coasters. So basically, my ticket is rubbish.
-Lunch terrible
-Dinner - very super expensive = terrible (although there was this very awesome waiter, I still rank it as terrible because it was SO EXPENSIVE!)
- Hate the walking
- Most of all - hate the smoking, couples cudlling and the COLD!

I treat it as training for college. Who knows? Maybe college colder than Genting. lol.

But, I was suprised... For once in my life, something cool actually happened to me in Genting. I got a very nice view of Genting from my room. And we booked 2 rooms for 2 nights... FOR FREE!! haha. My mum and dad are shareholders. So thank God for Shares!

11th January 2010:
Pizza Hut, Snow World. Maggi Cups and a whole lot of sleeping. Need I say more? I obviously slept the longest since I'm the one who spent all my energy complaining about the place. lol.
So then at night, we got conned when we went to watch the 3D thingy, then we went for a walk and got lost somewhere in the mist. Couldn't find our way back to the hotel till abut nearly 12. Oh yea, forgot to mention, the hotel paip located at the storeroom in front of our hotel rooms just burst suddenly and the place was flooded! (Hah. I knew that there always has to be something bad happening to me in Genting) haiz...........
Sorry lar...Lots to complain about Genting...Actually quite fun complaining about Genting lor...
Haha. Neways...

Overall a not so great trip on the outside. But a great trip with my friends. That's the beauty of going Genting I suppose..It sucks shit therefore I focus more on spending time with my friends.

January. 2010.

2010-01-17T18:40:00.005+08:00

Hahaha. Another new year. Haiya, quite lazy to upload all my pictures on to blogger di. Maybe in the future when I use my brother's computer la. For now, I'll just briefly touch on what's happening so far in January 2010!

Another year has passed and once again, grief falls upon me when my fear of not knowing what the future holds came again. How come I'm so afraid of the future when it holds nothing but a promising light? I don't know.

2nd January.
A trip to Broga Hills. Lolxx.. I manage to climb up easily(my dad gave up)..but it sure was hard to come down. Reason? My stupid shoes did not provide any friction for me. I nearly slide down the cliff... But overall, it was a very nice trip. Nothing but a good sweat! :)

The morning dew on the furry lalang

After the happy trip up the hills, we went to this rabbit farm at the hill's foot. OMG!! I can't believe they can kill such cute creatures!! When I saw what they were selling, my jaw was on the ground already.

(A) Rabbit ba kua
(B) Rabbit Spagetti?? WTF?
(C) Rabbit Yee Mee?? :(

I feel so sorry for the rabbits. I know it is less colestrol, high proteins and all, but... they're SO CUTE!!
Oh yea, apart from all that, we also went to check out the OUTBAC in Broga, Semenyih. Quite cool. :)

So after a long tiring day, I follow Su Ting to Desa Sri Hartamas. After a year of saying she'll bring me go makan with her mum, (Journalist for the food column in News Straits Time) she finally brought me out with her to go taste some good food. :)

We went to this Jap-Korean Restaurant called: Kannichikan Yakiniku

I had a great time that night. It was really good experience to get to know how does the food tasting actually go on and how a journalist works. Su Ting's mum was really pro. lolx.
Well, moreover, the owners of the place has just been a miracle. They're the nicest people ever. Even though they know that I meant nothing (just a friend of Su Ting), they talked very nicely to me. I can see that they're really passionate about having the best for their customers.
For more information, you can go to Su Ting's website : www.carelesslittlehamster.com

So then, there is a saying :
To every new year, you should have a clean start. So, I started cleaning my room that night. God. You have no idea what I have crawling in my room over the months. O_O

lol. No space to write.

Messy me. :D

4th January 2009

Undang Test: I was so planning to fail it, but Hell why do I just can't help being a goody-2-shoes?

Haiz. I passed. Oh yea, I just need to mention this to everyone as a warning. If you are taking your test at a centre near PJ Hilton, please beware of this very scary looking guy who works as the receptionist.

He: Baru datang?

Me: Err??

He: Letak I/C, pergi duduk!

Me: *stones*...blur

How welcoming.

5th January to 9th January 2009

After college starts at the 13th, I believe I won't have time anymore...13th, doesn't that just sounds so unlucky to you? It does to me. So, I went all out at mysoju and watch all the Jap Movies available. Watch it while I can.

So I watch:

- Death Note 3

- Tada Kimi no Aishiteru

- Kimi ni Shikaii Kikoenai

- Sekai No Chuushin de Ai wo Sakebu

I love Japanese Drama! It all rocked so much! From the fact that it's super slow, I have slow internet connection and I don't understand a single word.... I don't know why I like it.

So that's why, I registered for Jap class...Starting from 23 January 2010. :)

December 2009 (Part 2)

2010-01-09T18:49:00.006+08:00

So after my sister went back, I'm left with my dad.

OMG!! He tortured me!!

He sent me to driving school!!

BTW: For those ppl who don't know, I'm deadly afraid of driving.

Because of my experience of car accidents.

Anyhow, luckily, it was just undang first.

So after undang, I plan to fail until my dad have enough of me.

I saw Jeremiah, the guy I always bully in primary school. lol. He looks so different now. He's thin!! Unbelivable.

Oh yea, I forgot to mention in the previous post, I registered to enroll in TAYLOR's college, doing the SAM programme. Anyone who's going to TAYLOR's college (subang campus) that stays near Damansara Jaya, please let me know if you're interested to carpool.

25th December 2009

Christmas.

I'm beginning to hate my birthday and love Christmas even more. Reason is I got so much more presents on Christmas compared to my own birthday. Screw it, this year was another dissapointing year. Now I know. Birthdays is for Facebook to remember and people to forget. *sigh*

26th December 2009

The main event was running around getting stuff ready for the big "tsunami party" (According to Jean). I organised a party just so all the PC Diabolo Team Alumni/08 could gather again and in hope to tell them about forming an alumni diabolo team for this year. In the end, 3 of them turned up. Jean, Justin and Soo Ling. With my coaches joining us later. Well, the whole night, everyone's eyes was just glued to my tv screen. I told you that my addiction to tv is mostly due to my ASTRO lo. HAH..even Justin like Diamond Club. Told you it was good la Justin. Better than Cartoon network. Well, that's basically what we did, gossip and watched tv. :D

30th December 2009

Today was interesting. Firstly I went to watch AVATAR. Oh Hell, it was good...

I like it. :)

So then after watching the movie, I went to have dinner with the librarians. It was nice. And because I eat much more during dinner time, I conquered SHOGUN!! Muahaha.

END OF 2009

Another year gone.

November & December 2009

2009-12-27T21:30:00.022+08:00

Hey people. Sorry for dissapearing for nearly 3 months...maybe 4 months max. XD

So anyways...I finally got out of my "LAZY MODE" and decide to start blogging again.
So taking off from my last entry, what happened in November is...

I was one of the "not-pontenging" student. lolxx. Along with Shao Min, Huey Jing,Yew Wei, Chang Vai (the full attendance dudes that ponteng-ed class. lolxx.), Wee Giap, Calvin, John, Eric, Jia Linq, Fiona, Alan, Tuck Wai, Matthew (the 5 Cendanians are quite hardworking)and the asrama students. Hoho..I'm so glad I came everyday.. Cik Lee's practice saved me for Chemistry. I aced my Paper 3. lolxx. Anyways, it was also kinda nice to have the school to myself..Then also the teachers helped and I got close with Shao Min and talking about 6 packs. Lolxx..We were crazy about Jacob from New Moon. lolxx.

My second favourite place in school - Canteen.

Of course the library is my favourite place la.

Me and Kak Salinas :)

Just right before my date of death (Caused by stress) I went back to Puay Chai for their Cultural Night.(文艺晚会）I was there to watch diabolo performance by my "young" friends. I didn't see any of my teachers, but apparently they're still there.

Lucky them, they have air-conds. I only had air-cond when I was standard 6. This was the standard 4 block.

This is Justin, my good friend who is so riduculous at times. Jean escaped when I wanted to take his picture. They're both GAY. And that's Jean's Diabolo. It's LED. I always wanted it. Curse Jean for having it.

And it was an enjoyable night although SPM was just about 4 days away.

3 Days befor SPM, to release my stress, I went crazy and bought this. RM80. But it's so freaking worth my every penny. It looks freaking awesome!! lolxx..

16th November 2009

2 Days before SPM

Our school decides to have this Farewell Ceremony that didn't quite work out in my opinion. Sorry la. I know they put tons of effort in but I was hugging my SEJARAH book like it was worth a billion dollars.

Bee Lian anf Jie Lin poser la. I shouldn't have stood next to them.

Me and Lynnette.

Me and "The Divas" (As they proclaimed) Well, Ariff does talk and act like Jay Emmanuel

Me and Jia Sing

Me and Ding Ding Ba Ba (My laughing daddy/buddy. Haha. Impossible to believe that he laughs)

The Signature book. Thanks to everyone who wrote in it. It looks fab.

18th November 2009

The "BIG DAY"

*ahem* I thought I was going to die, but I didn't. But, I sure went through HELL. God, it was so hard. I think I'm failing. So screwed. Who cares? It's over and done.

So as the torture continues, I was out of hope completely. I had trouble with my BIO, PHYSICS, and ADD MATHS. AH, SCREW EVERYTHING!

So then, in the middle of finishing my SPM, my family had to do Gong Teck. It's this ceremony that all Hokkien family have to do (although I'm Hakka, I'm involved because my mum is a Hokkien) The purpose for the ceremony is that once one or more of your family member has died over 3 years, you're suppose to do this to "bring them from hell to heaven"

There's a lot of complicated rituals we have to go thru. Well, one of the main thing was this huge paper house.

The paper house

It's suppose to be "their palace" in Heaven.

Well, those pictures were taken after the reunion dinner with my family. We ate at this small village in Johore called Sementing. AWESOME food there. And best of all, the reunion was WOW. Everyone was there except for 1 of my uncle and my dad. Including my sister (From England) and my new Thai cousin and aunt who was hidden from us for 2 years. Oh yea.. I forgot to mention that I nearly died on the way to the village because we had an accident. The bike banged over to my side of the car and the car door was dented. Well, another incident to add to the record of my "near death experience" list. lolxx. Should have got banged so I don't have to sit for Chemistry. XD

So anyways, at the place of the Gong Teck, my sis found these adorable abandoned puppies. Haha, this time, all 3 of us,(my bro, my sis and I) went to ask my mum whether if we can keep it. The answer was still no. Sad.

"their Mercedes" lolxx.

Haha, "their satellite dish" says "Hell Astlo". So there is Hell in Heaven?

I don't really mind staying there. XD

My thai cousin. Haha. She loves me. My uncle was saying :" ...of all people, why you?" lol

Part of the weird thing they do. I had to go back to KL(because of stupid Chemistry), so I dunno what's happening.

Apparently, these are supposed to be burned. ALL OF IT. It's for the dead. lol.

The paperhouse, before burning. (The paperhouse is worth RM10,000) Don't play-play.

Prepare to burn paper money!! There is about 30,000 of them, all hand-folded by my cousins, I did maybe 50-100 of them

Prepare to send RM 15,000 up to Heaven!! (Including the Mercedes, the palace, the paper money, the satellite dish...everything)

Poof... It went uo in 4 seconds (According to my sister la)

Lol...Then when everyone was having the time of their lives, I'm stuck in KL finishing my Chem paper. BORING. So then, nearing the end, I studied like crap for my chinese paper. So in order to release some of my tension, I took some pictures. lolx..XP

LOL. That's my aunt.

Then, my parents also took me to KL to see the Christmas Deco.

Suria KLCC

Me Jakooning

14th December 2009

I'm freaking done with SPM!! Woohoo!!

15th December 2009

My sister decided to treat me. :)

We went SHOGUN. Not bad.

Posing with dead fishes. lol

16th December 2009- Deepa's b'day

Aww

Heehee. A new "friend", Deepa??

18th December 2009

Suppose to be prom but I didn't want to go because it cost too much, I hate dressing up, I have better things to do and I just didn't feel like going, although my sister insisted. Saying:"... it's your last time seeing your friends...blablabla." And God knows what will they do. Maybe tons of smoking.

19th December 2009

I never liked going Genting. NEVER!! Ok la... maybe when I was young where I thought the flying elephant was so fun. But, this time, I HAD to go Genting. ALONE. I'm deadly afraid of travelling alone because I had my many scary experience. But yea.. here I am, hop on the bus, get to the cable cars, and just GO.

Hell, this is my worst Genting experience yet.

First, I got a seat next to this Indian guy on the bus. I was so prepared to scream if he touched me, I didn't even blink. Then of course, he didn't touch me. *PHEW*

Then, I got to the cable car station and Hell, I got sweared at twice in different languages just because they think I jump que.

Then of course...How wonderful, I had to line up for freaking over 2 hours to get to the cable car with 2 bags with me and the person behind me just couldn't give me a break. The kid just kept pushing me. People now are just barbaric!! I was suppose to reach Genting by 11am. In the end, I reached there about like nearly 1pm? Arghh..

The people sitting next to me was saying: "Later how much are you going to bet?","I came yesterday and there was no one" (Bunch of gamblers)

So when I finally reach Genting, I was practically running to First World. Luckily when I reached First World, because Zhuang Quan's voice was so loud, I found the place. OMG.. All the shit I went through was so worth it.

TND was on stage when I arrived!! OMG..they are freaking chunted this year, as always. :)

If watching something I Love means getting crap, I don't mind.

I really love how they look on stage. Stage presence is everything in Diabolo. I love being on stage too, too bad, not this time.

OMG!! So nice the ending pose! Man, I wish I had a team too. Shu Qing looks so awesome when he smiles! I love watching him perform. Too bad he's so young, or else, I'll definitely go crazy for him. What? Hey everyone will have their favourite performer for different reason what. I have 4 to 5 of them.The Hoe brothers are my favourite. Hahaha... Even my mum has one. I always call him my mum's boyfriend. lolxx.

Special Performance: Yeow Peng Hao (Malaysia #1)

Look closely, he's doing 4. (3 yellow 1 blue)

After his performance, I went to lunch. Everywhere was packed. I ended up at Marybrowns. I bought a burger and I just went back to the place and sat on the floor to eat. The things I do for my love one.

So then, they continued at 2pm with the solo female category and male category. No one really caught my eye.. That means solo category this year wasn't that good. Oh, just one girl maybe. She's just 9 this year and OMG!! I have no idea what she's made of. I think she's made out of flour or egg..there's no way she's human!! CRAZY SIAO man her moves. Scare me.

So after my chores in the morning, on the bus, queing for the cablecar, on the car, watching the competition, eating lunch and resume watching the competition (approx. 8-9 hours), my coaches was so nice..they brought me backstage to rest.

Woohoo, this is how Genting First World's backstage look like. After so many years of performing, believe me when I tell you this is the best one I've seen. Can fit around 100 ppl inside.

This is their mirror.

So, after the competition ended, I went to rejoin Li Jia and Annie that promised to give me a place to stay. And so the drama continues. We went to dinner and I got accused for jumping que again. That was really not my day. This time it was a brainless woman. You know what? I don't want to talk about it. Later I might end up with a smashed up computer then kantoi. Why spoil my happy mood? Like I say, the things I go through for my Darling.

So after we ate at another restaurant with better customer services, me, Li Jia and Annie went to enjoy the Christmas Deco and the Fantastic Bitching-about-that-woman-the-whole-time walk

Nice Christmas Deco

The we went jalan-jalan and I bought this very nice hairband

Who could leave out food?

me and the sweet-tooth

Christmas Carol.

Despite my hatred for the place, I found that night quite memorable. And very magical. Thanks Li Jia and Annie for turning my disaster day around.

20th December 2009

Had to put up with gastric in the morning. Guess I didn't eat enough the night before because of bitching too much about that annoying woman.

So after watching Shu Yi's performance(He's a genius, like his brother) right after the group category, I went back. Partly because, nobody remembered me because I cut my hair, Zi Xin ffk and didn't come to Genting at all and I didn't find the solo category really interesting. Besides that, I felt quite despressed too because even Nicole didn't want to talk to me. Maybe because they're really under pressure I suppose. I wish I was in the competition. All because I didn't have a team. What a stupid reason. However, I gave up going to Laos and prom for being in Genting, at the end, it was all worth it. Yes, after putting up with crap, it was worth while all because of my love and support for the sport. :)

It's going to be a part of my life for now and forever.

BLOG WILL OFFICIALLY BE DEAD.

2009-10-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

Notice: My blog is going to be dead till SPM is over.. sorry, but studies and YO-YO comes first.

As for the immature fellow who likes to spam my blog...spam all you want...as if I give a damn. You're so wasting your hatred. You should save it for someone like yourself. I'm so not worth it. I've received more "f-u " words more than you eat rice, so basically, I'm immune to babi languages. No point wasting your time on me.

GOOD LUCK FOR ALL SPM-ers...

The diary of a hyper Librarian

2009-10-05T03:54:00.016+08:00

Okay although I'm no longer a librarian.. I still love SMKDU'S library dearly... How could you not?? How could I not?? I've been a librarian in SMKDU for 5 long years... Hey we don't do all boring stuff you know?? I'm quite proud to say that apart from doing a lot of donkey work, [especially the secretary who has to prepare a large amount of pointless reports and gets no credit (me)]... We actually get to do a lot of fun stuff and I learnt a lot about how library works... Like if you ask me to find any book in any library, I can easily find it.... Like the library week is our signature project. Ever since the first time I was involved in the library week in form 1, I've never stopped to even think about quitting library despite how much hard work it is.

1st year: Sweets and Candy
2nd year: Music
3rd year: Arts and Craft
4th year: Magical World
5th year: Crimes

I'm sure the one that made most impact was in fact the Magical World and Crimes...Ideas mostly contributed by yours truly ( I'm always the mastermind...and I have no idea where does all the freaking-me-out ideas came from... Sometimes it just plains scares me...)both were our year's major projects... the form 5s are very proud to have pull through the worst... how we nearly burn down the library and the "RED GHOST " issue is just haunting...

However, we also have our signature work : GOSSIPING...that is a skill all librarians know...without us even lifting a finger to teach them...we just sit all day and talk...and frankly...that is one of the things I like about being a librarian...the gossip is just so juicy you can't get enough and of course...you make friends easily... You having no idea how many friend I got just by saying: " Return on the ___ ar"...then, they know your face, you know their face then we start talking...I even made friends by yelling at them...mostly..they remember my garang face...but I seldom remember their "just- keep- quiet- so- she- won't- bother- us" face...I'm quite surprised to find that most librarians are actually very charismatic and talented in many aspects... Like I never knew Justin is a state badminton player or Mark being a spelling bee champion, poh choo in the Malaysian Orchestra or something and Adam for baking cakes. Of course everybody usually just assume I'm the quiet secretary...Hah funny...I'm anything but quiet....

However...sad as I am...I have to go on with life...so here is the post...on library week and library bash...

Library Week - CRIMES
Objective: Promote crime awareness

This year is all about profit because of the library's bankruptcy last year...hence... I as the deco head.. I bought only cloth, awas tape and Mahjong paper...the others were thrash that I found lying around our locker room...so minus the cloth... I spent less than rm50... and it looks awesome...

The crime scene, display and the self defense workshop was my idea...but the form 4s did a great job doing the application... Mine is still paper and ink but THEY are the ones who transform my idea into reality... Of course...with help from some form 5s la...

Research was crappy at first...but at the last minute...we pulled through with plenty of help from all librarians...

Sponsor= 0... the school didn't approve our plea for asking for sponsors from the public... so basically... Budget= 0.

Then prize, games, yada yada...Form 5s help alot with sales..because it's the first time the form 4s are handling library money...it's hard for them..

However sales this is was blazing!! Especially the Pepsi... I can't describe how happy I am to see a whole stack of 1 riggit when I am one of those that are going to count and keep track of the money...

Although I have to admit...this year...there were more problems compared to last year, but with the drama, the havoc and the H1N1, we crossed the rainbow!! Phew...

I did the CRIME sign... hee hee...Display Room

Interactive activity : Crime scene

The Evidence

The APD : Love Poh Choo's teeth

The monster that caused me my cholesterol level...

I got bored and needed to finish my seni project...

Mine!!

Cleaning Day : Rearranging bookshelves...GIRL POWER (Push...Push...*now that was FUN-NY!*)

The Happy Family

Library's very own joker... THE BOY WHO SPLIT HIS PANTS.. Lol... sorry la...I didn't mean to look at your legs and found out that you had split your pants... I'm really not that miang k?? And it was a big hole...how can you blame me??

The sign says: Wanted for Bootylicous-ness

All in all..It was a great success...what a great way to end the show!!
Because we pulled in over 1000 riggit this year (imagine all the 1 riggits...), we decided to have a librarian bash to celebrate our victory...So we ended up deciding on Adam's house instead of mine...and I thank the moon for it because...We all went crazy and if they came my house...My house might end up as ashes...So I went there late because of my satay-buying...OMG...the best satay ever!! KAJANG SATAY is the best!! Everybody went crazy over it and my hard-earn 50 riggit for teaching...GONE...The BBQ was a total failure dispite how Kenrick and Devraj wanted to succeed in their "man- has- a- thing- for- BBQ" attempt... The foods was over the top so throughout the whole bash... I was stuffing myself...somehow... I was very hungry that night and the whole Librarian Board found the " Eating like a cow" side of me...how embarassing...at the same time...Mark was amused by how that much amount of food can fit into such a tiny person... If one day you found out Mark... Please remember to tell me... Everbody had a great time that night. I especially love the spiral staircase and Adam's white cat... So cool...And of course with us childish people...the children in Adam's house went along with our childish plays too... Personally I thought they were more mature than most of us... All in all..A splendid night.....I believe for all of us...I believe the RED GHOST will be proud of us

Library Bash - 1st August 2009

Kenrick asking the chicken to burn... lolxx..

Stephanie...My "Decendant"

The result of letting " THE BOY WHO SPLIT HIS PANTS" watch the fire...

The people who came... So happy...

Getting ready to throw Stephanie in Adam's pool

Crap... I laugh too soon...

Battle of the Gays?? Or Maybe Battle of the Non-Girls...

They 2 look so good together... I can't resist posting this picture up...

Somehow Adam looks old enough to be her father...lolxx..

The priceless look on Poh Choo's face..

The kids playing with the older kids... Check out Mini Adam... Damn Adorable Siao...

Musical chair brought back memories... This time it requires big butts...

Like these 2 SOPO lar... banging each other...Lydia said she couldn't sit properly after this...Her butt got serious blue blacks...Bet Mei Xuan has the same problem XD

I went a bit crazy after the coke...bet Adam put 3 more teaspoons of sugar in mine to spike my drink...Scientifically proven : sugar = high (see...read my blog also can learn BIO...damn cool right?)

First time I see her so chilling....

Then I went making out with Katherine... LOL...

Looks damn real wei...Don't worry.. I'm not less...just Gay... lol...(jkjk)

And of course who can forget Sean?? My mentor to being KIASU...

He couldn't carry me even after he went NS (everyone can carry me...I'm so light..I bet even Amy can and he cannot?)...eh...Program NS tak jadi la...HE DROPPED ME...but at least... I landed on him...hah...serves him right for dropping me...

My Wonderful Assistant. =]

The Cheeky Ones.. Look at those cheeks!!

The few of the lucky guys that got to hang out with the whole house full of girls...maybe it can't be considered as a house...mansion is more like it...

The watermelon I forced them to finish.. By this time...they're trying to figure out how come I don't get fat...(High metabolism rate darling!!)

I'll laugh my head off if Devraj split his jeans right in front of my eyes this time...with the way of his sitting position....*shakes head*... if not now...It'll happen soon...

I still owe you 2 posts, but they have got to wait...

2009-09-24T17:25:00.007+08:00

SEPTEMBER 5TH 2009 - MLTR CONCERT!!

This is the one of the best night of my life...I wouldn't trade anything in the world for this... my favourite band - MLTR came to Genting Highlands...so me and Deepa managed to roll ourselves up there and watched the brilliant show... It was so AWESOME!! The whole place was packed by the time we got there and their opening song is none other than Deepa's favourite - Sleeping Child...

MLTR!!! Mikkel on guitar, Jascha on keys, Sore on drums and Ida on bass...

Awesome Lighting...I'm quite impressed with Genting

After the Concert

Me and Deepa...The SCREAM TEAM!!

This very nice Australian guy took it for us...

Padee =]

MLTR!! Eternity Tour!!

Deepa!!

Sorry Deepa for my violently shaking hand...I was freezing...

You did a great job with my camera... ARENA OF STARS..

Genting at night is just MAGICAL...only if I weren't turning into solid ice, I would've LOVE to jump in the fountain...

Deepa's got skill wei...the blood in my hands were barely moving and she could click such fantastic pictures out?? *Salute*

Sorry padee....My hands really cannot tahan...

Damn nice lar wei...

Finally got inside the Genting Hotel...and we were playing with the door...

Hehe...Dee ---pa...

Lol....BJ.... hahaha....Dasar OJO...hahaha....

I bought the Eternity CD... *FREAKING AWESOME!!!*

My beautiful ticket that I pay for myself... =]

Anyways..It was the best!!! I will never forget this night...the only thing I have to complain is the fact that they didn't play my favourite song...GHOST OF YOU...the best song ever written!!! Me and Deepa had a time of our life screaming after the trio although they're 3 times older than us...people must think we're funny teenagers..and we had fun making fun of the person sitting next to us...she keep yelling non-stop : "25 MINUTES!!" It was damn funny...She was about 30?? Anyways... It was worth every penny la...my GOD... I never seen anything like it... So awesome....